모든 것을 잃고 난 다시 태어났어
물론 희망찬 드라마 2부는 아니었어
엘리트를 가장한 오물단지에서
썩다 내게 깊이 배어든 똥내를 인지했어
수많은 악마들이 접근해
호의를 베풀며 달라붙었을 때
그땐 몰랐어 그건
배반을 계획한 찌든 때
이젠 지쳤어 날 들춰내는게
사람한테 치이길 반복하다
수많은 배신이 내게 남긴 트라우마
걔눈엔 위험딱지가 나타나
이젠 왜 내가 나가자빠져야되는지
왜 하나둘씩 곁을 떠나가는지
솔직함의 대가가 왜 개차반인지
걍 처음부터 희망을 저버리지
자살하지 않는 이유 단순해
단지 용기가 없었어
더 이상 사랑해줄 사람이 없었어
날 이해하는 사람도 없었어
왜 행복은 항상 가진 자의 손으로 돌아갈까
왜 그들은 불행한 자들의
등골을 빨아먹고도 떳떳한가
20년간 부모님께 밟혀온 자의식
항상 느꼈어 난 주워온 남의 개자식
내가 사라져야 내 흔적을 그리워 할 것 같았고
내가없어지면 가족 셋이 행복할텐데
그동안 겪은 수많은 배신 속
원했던 건 단지 엄마의 말없는 포옹
이 단절은 멈출 수 없는 비극임을
깨닫고 올라간 창틀 난간 위
(죽을거같은데 뭐때문인지
뭐때문에 힘든지도 모르겠어
그저 토닥여줄 사람이 필요했어
내가 힘들어하는 모습을 보이면 괜찮아지겠지
나보다 불행한 사람 없어 그저..)
모든 곳이 전쟁터였어 항상
날갤 펼쳐 당당한척 모래성을 쌓아
세상에 치여 넘어지고 상처받길 반복
날갤 절며 돌아왔어 철퍽철퍽
청춘을 만끽할 때 피시방서
홀로 오열하며 우울에 빠져 죽고파서
남들이 삶을 즐기는게 단지 부러웠어 그때
눈가에 남긴 상처 여전히 많이 아퍼
자존감의 영원한 추락을
알리는 불멸의 폭포 속에서 나는
정착하지 못한 채 추락 직전의 호수에서
방황하며 갈피를 못잡는 낚시꾼
그 한데 참된 진리를 찾아떠난
한마리 비단잉어는 비명소리를 내뱉고 나와
함께 왜 자길 제외한 모두는 행복해
보일까를 고민하고 영겁의 용오름에 들어간다
그저 그는 평범하길 원했어
아니 평범함을 원했어
Find more lyrics at asialyrics.com
Disclosure: As an Amazon Associate and an Apple Partner, we earn from qualifying purchases
정수진 – ((서라벌연가))
강억배 – 소금장수*
평범함을 원했어 Lyrics Romanized
modeun geos-eul ilhgo nan dasi taeeonass-eo
mullon huimangchan deulama 2buneun anieoss-eo
elliteuleul gajanghan omuldanjieseo
sseogda naege gip-i baeeodeun ttongnaeleul injihaess-eo
sumanh-eun agmadeul-i jeobgeunhae
houileul bepulmyeo dallabut-eoss-eul ttae
geuttaen mollass-eo geugeon
baeban-eul gyehoeghan jjideun ttae
ijen jichyeoss-eo nal deulchwonaeneunge
salamhante chiigil banboghada
sumanh-eun baesin-i naege namgin teulauma
gyaenun-en wiheomttagjiga natana
ijen wae naega nagajappajyeoyadoeneunji
wae hanadulssig gyeot-eul tteonaganeunji
soljigham-ui daegaga wae gaechaban-inji
gyang cheoeumbuteo huimang-eul jeobeoliji
jasalhaji anhneun iyu dansunhae
danji yong-giga eobs-eoss-eo
deo isang salanghaejul salam-i eobs-eoss-eo
nal ihaehaneun salamdo eobs-eoss-eo
wae haengbog-eun hangsang gajin jaui son-eulo dol-agalkka
wae geudeul-eun bulhaenghan jadeul-ui
deung-gol-eul ppal-ameoggodo tteostteoshanga
20nyeongan bumonimkke balbhyeoon jauisig
hangsang neukkyeoss-eo nan juwoon nam-ui gaejasig
naega salajyeoya nae heunjeog-eul geuliwo hal geos gat-assgo
naega-eobs-eojimyeon gajog ses-i haengboghaltende
geudong-an gyeokk-eun sumanh-eun baesin sog
wonhaessdeon geon danji eommaui mal-eobsneun poong
i danjeol-eun meomchul su eobsneun bigeug-im-eul
kkaedadgo ollagan changteul nangan wi
(jug-eulgeogat-eunde mwottaemun-inji
mwottaemun-e himdeunjido moleugess-eo
geujeo todag-yeojul salam-i pil-yohaess-eo
naega himdeul-eohaneun moseub-eul boimyeon gwaenchanh-ajigessji
naboda bulhaenghan salam eobs-eo geujeo..)
modeun gos-i jeonjaengteoyeoss-eo hangsang
nalgael pyeolchyeo dangdanghancheog molaeseong-eul ssah-a
sesang-e chiyeo neom-eojigo sangcheobadgil banbog
nalgael jeolmyeo dol-awass-eo cheolpeogcheolpeog
cheongchun-eul mankkighal ttae pisibangseo
hollo oyeolhamyeo uul-e ppajyeo juggopaseo
namdeul-i salm-eul jeulgineunge danji buleowoss-eo geuttae
nunga-e namgin sangcheo yeojeonhi manh-i apeo
jajongam-ui yeong-wonhan chulag-eul
allineun bulmyeol-ui pogpo sog-eseo naneun
jeongchaghaji moshan chae chulag jigjeon-ui hosueseo
banghwanghamyeo galpileul mosjabneun nakksikkun
geu hande chamdoen jinlileul chaj-atteonan
hanmali bidan-ing-eoneun bimyeongsolileul naebaetgo nawa
hamkke wae jagil je-oehan moduneun haengboghae
boilkkaleul gominhago yeong-geob-ui yong-oleum-e deul-eoganda
geujeo geuneun pyeongbeomhagil wonhaess-eo
ani pyeongbeomham-eul wonhaess-eo
Find more lyrics at asialyrics.com
평범함을 원했어 Lyrics English
I lost everything and I was born again
Of course, it wasn’t part 2 of a hopeful drama.
In the filth complex disguised as an elite
I recognized my sh#t that was deeply absorbed in me
Numerous demons approach
When you cling favorably
I didn’t know back then
When I was planning to betray
I’m tired now.
Repeat being beaten by people
Trauma left by countless betrayals
Dangerous scabs appear in her eyes
Why should I fall out when I go out now
Why are you leaving one by one
Why the price of honesty
지 Give up hope from the beginning
The reason I don’t commit suicide is simple
I just didn’t have the courage
There was no one to love anymore
No one understands me
Why does happiness always return to the hands of those who have it?
Why are they unfortunate
Even if you suck your back
Self-consciousness that has been stepping on parents for 20 years
I’ve always felt the m#th*rf#ck*r of others
I thought I would miss my traces when I disappeared
Three families would be happy without me
In the numerous betrayal
All I wanted was a mother’s silent hug
This break is an unstoppable tragedy.
On the window frame railing that I realized and climbed
(I think I’m going to die.
I don’t know what makes it difficult
I just needed someone to help me.
It would be okay if I showed you the hard way
No one is more unfortunate than me, just…)
Everywhere was a battlefield, always
Spread the sand and build sand castles
Repeatedly hit by the world and fall and get hurt
I came back with a sharp break
When you enjoy youth
I am alone, I am depressed, I am dying
I was just envious of others enjoying life
The wounds left in my eyes still hurt a lot
The eternal fall of self-esteem
In the immortal waterfall
In the lake just before going down without settling
A wandering angler
In search of the true truth
One silk carp spits out and screams
Everyone is happy except why you sleep together
I think about seeing it
He just wanted to be ordinary
No, I wanted ordinary
Find more lyrics at asialyrics.com
thean0nymous wanderer Lyrics – 평범함을 원했어
Disclosure: As an Amazon Associate and an Apple Partner, we earn from qualifying purchases