苦しくて泣き疲れて
それでも死ぬ覚悟は無くって
どうしたって此の脳に
焼き付いた記憶は消えてくれない
叫びたいと隠りたいが
絡まって結局気に病んで
無に成れって云うけれど
成り方をどうか教えてくれ
僕は殴った
口惜しくて殴った
何か云って欲しくて
それでも僕はまた、生きていく
快楽と憎悪と狂乱の
狭間に立って笑っていくんだろう
それでも僕はまた、恋する
今迄の様に足が使えない
こんなんじゃ上手く歩けないよ
飛び降りた色を識った
昔ならそれで楽になった
どうしてだかそれはいつか
僕を更に傷付ける行為になった
溢れてくる欲が全部
自分の中で気持ち悪くて
口に出して了っては
もう戻れないと告げられる
君は敵だ
彼奴らも敵だ
気付けば周りは敵だらけだ
君が僕を刺せば快かったね
僕はそれで楽になれたろうし
君も十分に満足だったろう
君が僕を刺せば終わったね
腐った処から少しずつ
切り離れていく美しさよ
僕が死なないとでも思ったか
もう何回死んだか判らない
もう何回殺されたか判らない
僕が死なないとでも思ったか
死にながら生きて、生きて
生き存えて了った
そうして僕はまた生きていく
快楽と憎悪と狂乱の
狭間に立って笑っていくんだろう
此処まで来たら何処までも生きて
君の仕合わせを願って
生きてやるよ
新しい僕よ、生きろ
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拝辞 Lyrics Romanized
Kurushikute naki tsukarete
soredemo shinu kakugo wa nakutte
do shitatte kono no ni
yakitsuita kioku wa kiete kurenai
sakebitai to komori tai ga
karamatte kekkyoku ki ni yande
mu ni nare tte iukeredo
nari-kata o doka oshiete kure
boku wa nagutta
kuyashikute nagutta
nani ka yutte hoshikute
soredemo boku wa mata, ikiteiku
kairaku to zoo to kyoran no
hazama ni tatte waratte iku ndarou
soredemo boku wa mata, koisuru
imamade no yo ni ashi ga tsukaenai
kon’na nja umaku arukenai yo
tobiorita iro o Shiki tta
mukashinara sore de raku ni natta
doshiteda ka sore wa itsuka
boku o sarani kizutsukeru koi ni natta
afurete kuru yoku ga zenbu
jibun no naka de kimochi warukute
-guchi ni dashite Ryo tte wa
momodorenai to tsuge rareru
kimi wa tekida
kare yatsura mo tekida
kidzukeba mawari wa teki-darakeda
kimi ga boku o saseba kokoroyokatta ne
boku wa sore de raku ni naretaroushi
kimi mo jubun ni manzokudattarou
kimi ga boku o saseba owatta ne
kusatta tokoro kara sukoshi zutsu
-kiri zureteiku utsukushi-sa yo
boku ga shinanaito demo omotta ka
mo nan-kai shinda ka wakaranai
mo nan-kai korosa reta ka wakaranai
boku ga shinanaito demo omotta ka
shininagara ikite, ikite
iki nagaraete Ryo tta
soshite boku wa mata ikiteiku
kairaku to zoo to kyoran no
hazama ni tatte waratte iku ndarou
koko made kitara dokomademo ikite
kimi no shiawase o negatte
ikite yaru yo
atarashi boku yo, ikiro
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拝辞 Lyrics English
Painful and tired of crying
Still not prepared to die
Why in this brain
The burned memory will not disappear
I want to scream and hide
I got entangled and got sick after all
It’s said to be nothing
Please tell me how to make it
I hit
I regretfully hit him
I want you to say something
Still I will live again
Pleasure, hatred and frenzy
I’ll stand in the gap and laugh
Still I fall in love again
I can’t use my legs like I used to
I can’t walk well like this
I knew the color that jumped
In the old days it made it easier
Why is it someday
It became an act that hurt me further
All the overflowing desires
I feel uncomfortable in myself
Don’t say it
I’m told I can’t go back anymore
You are an enemy
They are also enemies
If you notice, the surroundings are full of enemies
I wish you stabbed me
I would have been comfortable with that
You would have been happy enough
If you stab me, it’s over
Little by little from the rotten place
It’s a beauty that separates
Did you think I wouldn’t die
I don’t know how many times I’ve died
I don’t know how many times I’ve been killed
Did you think I wouldn’t die
Live dying, live
Survived
Then I will live again
Pleasure, hatred and frenzy
I’ll stand in the gap and laugh
If you come here, live forever
I wish you a match
I’ll live
New me, live
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