サビついたポストに久々の手紙 どこからともなく
間違えた命の終わりに見たかった場所の写真が添えてあったの
わずかな狂気と自覚が 甘い甘い希死念慮(しにたがり)を掘り起こした
退屈な檻の中 白黒天井眺めて
間延びしたSOS 当然誰にも届かず
書き残す言葉とわずかばかりのお菓子を
持って出かけるの
「逃げ出してやるんだ」
遠き日に見た月気球追いかけて 旅に出ようよ
神様がくれたこの世界と躯とが大嫌いだから
初めから何も持っていなかった自分に
最初で最後のチャンスを与えよう
大空を泳ぎたくて あと一歩の勇気が足りなくて
ふと誰かの声を聴いた「しにたくなったらこれを飲むといい」と
小さなθを ぽいと口の中放り込んで
――甘くて楽しすぎる味がしたのでしょう……？
空を飛ぶ魚たち 泳げる気がした
昼が 音も無く 夜へと置き換わる
貶められ続けた願いを もう一度祈る
生まれ変わった時――
『なりたかった自分になれますように』
「ねえ、世界 どうして一番欲しいものは、失いたくないものは手から零れ落ちるの？」
「ねえ、世界 ホントは死にたいだなんて言葉、選びたくないよ。それしか知らなかったから」
「ねえ、世界 ホントは知ってたよ解っていたよ。しにたがりにつけるくすりはないって」
幸福の音を詰めたθカプセルθシュガーθ
救われた気がした ほんの少し遅かったけれど
私いま幸せだよ だけど何故かな
「さみしい」
でも怖くはないよ 神様がくれたこの世界が全部 大嫌いだから
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cosMo＠暴走P (cosMo@Bousou-P) – チキン (Chicken)
cosMo＠暴走P (cosMo＠Bousou-P) – ロストゲヱム (Lost Game)
θθしにたがりにつけるくすりθθ (Shinitagari ni Tsukeru Kusuri) Lyrics Romanized
Sabi tsuita posuto ni hisabisa no tegami doko karatomo naku
machigaeta inochi no owari ni mitakatta basho no shashin ga soete atta no
wazukana kyoki to jikaku ga umaiumai kishinenryo (shinita gari) o horiokoshita
taikutsuna ori no naka shirokuro tenjo nagamete
manobi shita esuoesu tozen darenimo todokazu
kakinokosu kotoba to wazuka bakari no okashi o
motte dekakeru no
`nigedashite yaru nda’
toki hi ni mita tsuki kikyu oikakete tabi ni deyou yo
kamisama ga kure tako no sekai to mukuro to ga daikiraidakara
hajimekara nani mo motte inakatta jibun ni
saisho de saigo no chansu o ataeyou
ozora o oyogitakute atoippo no yuki ga tarinakute
futo dareka no koe o kiita `shinitaku nattara kore o nomu to i’ to
chisana th o poi to kuchi no naka horikonde
―― amakute tanoshi sugiru aji ga shita nodeshou……?
Sorawotobu-gyo-tachi oyogeru ki ga shita
hiru ga oto mo naku yoru e to okikawaru
otoshime rare tsudzuketa negai o moichido inoru
umarekawatta toki ――
“naritakatta jibun ni naremasu yo ni”
`ne, sekai doshite ichiban hoshi mono wa, ushinaitakunai mono wa te kara kobore ochiru no?’
`Ne, sekai honto wa shinitaida nante kotoba, erabitakunai yo. Sore shika shiranakattakara’
`ne, sekai honto wa shitteta yo wakatte ita yo. Shinita gari ni tsukeru kusuri wanai tte’
kof#ku no oto o tsumeta th kapuseru th shuga th
sukuwa reta ki ga shita hon’nosukoshi osokattakeredo
watashi ima shiawaseda yodakedo nazekana
`samishi’
demo kowaku wa nai yo kamisama ga kure tako no sekai ga zenbu daikiraidakara
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θθしにたがりにつけるくすりθθ (Shinitagari ni Tsukeru Kusuri) Lyrics English
A letter from a rusty post box after a long time
It was accompanied by a picture of the place I wanted to see at the end of my mistaken life
A slight madness and awareness dug up a sweet and sweet suicidal ideation.
In a boring cage, looking at the black and white ceiling
SOS that has been delayed, of course, does not reach anyone
Words to write down and a few sweets
Take it out
“I’ll run away”
Let’s go on a journey chasing the moon balloon that we saw on a distant day
I hate this world and the body that God gave me
To myself who didn’t have anything from the beginning
Give the first and last chance
I wanted to swim in the sky and I didn’t have enough courage to take another step
Suddenly I heard someone’s voice and said, “If you want to, drink this.”
Throw a small θ into your mouth
――It tasted too sweet and fun …?
Fish flying in the sky I felt like I could swim
Daytime is silent and replaces nighttime
Pray again for the wishes that continued to be despised
When I was reborn–
“May I be the one I wanted to be”
“Hey, the world, why do you want the most things you don’t want to lose?”
“Hey, I don’t want to choose the word that the world really wants to die. I only knew that.”
“Hey, I knew the world, I knew it. There is no medicine to stick to.”
A θ capsule filled with the sound of happiness θ Sugar θ
I felt saved, though it was a little late
I’m happy now, but why?
“Lonely”
But I’m not scared because I hate all this world that God gave me
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cosMo＠暴走P (cosMo@Bousou-P) Lyrics – θθしにたがりにつけるくすりθθ (Shinitagari ni Tsukeru Kusuri)
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