selfish (i wished you hated me) Lyrics – Demxntia

selfish (i wished you hated me) 歌词 Lyrics by Demxntia

drown me in despair
将我浸在绝望里
i’m broken
我支离破碎

way beyond repair
难以修补
from sulking
生着闷气

over the times that we’d never get back
时过境迁 过往难寻
drunk every night with a cigarette pack
每晚醉倒的同时 还不忘点上一根烟

but it’s only fair
但这很公平
that i’m broken
我支离破碎

way beyond repair
难以修补
i know that
我明白

it’s all my fault, i’m guilty as charged
都是我的错 我愧疚难当
i’d end it all but that’s not what you want
我会结束一切 但这并非你所求

so it’s hard to bear
所以有点难以忍受
cuz i know you still care
我知道你还在乎

but i wished you hated me
但我倒希望你能恨我
as much as you tried to
就像你希望的那样

but you’d never hate
但你对我的恨
me as much as i do
远远不及我对自己的恨意啊

and my only fear for
当我不在这儿的时候
when i’m no longer here
我只害怕

is that you’ll find someone else
你寻得新人
who’ll deserve all your tears
值得你流干泪水的人

and i know that sounds selfish
也许听起来有点自私
but i just can’t help it
但我也无能为力

been well prepared
我已经准备好
to go now
向前进发

i’ll be somewhere
我会在某地出现
you know how
你懂的

i tend to leave all the ones that i love
我总离开深爱的人
just to pretend like i won’t give a ****
装作不在乎

to see what we built
看着我们建起的高楼
become a ghost town
变成荒凉鬼城

swallowed by guilt, like my pills
我被愧疚吞噬 就像我服的药
i’ve broken down
我支离破碎

every night, i go through withdrawals
每晚我都要去提款
but it’s only right for all of my wrongs
至少对我做的错事来说 应该这样做

it’d be easier to bear
如果你没在乎过
if you never cared
我会好受些

i wished you hated me
但我倒希望你能恨我
as much as you tried to
就像你希望的那样

but you’d never hate
但你对我的恨
me as much as i do
远远不及我对自己的恨意啊

and my only fear for
当我不在这儿的时候
when i’m no longer here
我只害怕

is that you’ll find someone else
你寻得新人
who deserve all your tears
值得你流干泪水的人

and i know that sounds selfish
也许听起来有点自私
but i just can’t help it
但我也无能为力
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selfish (i wished you hated me) Lyrics Pinyin

Drown me in despair
jiang wo jin zai juewang li
i’m broken
wo zhiliposui

way beyond repair
nanyi xiubu
from sulking
shengzhe menqi

over the times that we’d never get back
shiguojingqian guowang nan xun
drunk every night with a cigarette pack
mei wan zui dao de tongshi hai bu wang dian shang yi gen yan

but it’s only fair
dan zhe hen gongping
that i’m broken
wo zhiliposui

way beyond repair
nanyi xiubu
i know that
wo mingbai

it’s all my fault, i’m guilty as charged
dou shi wo de cuo wo kuijiu nandang
i’d end it all but that’s not what you want
wo hui jieshu yiqie dan zhe bingfei ni suo qiu

so it’s hard to bear
suoyi youdian nanyi renshou
cuz i know you still care
wo zhidao ni hai zaihu

but i wished you hated me
dan wo dao xiwang ni neng hen wo
as much as you tried to
jiu xiang ni xiwang di nayang

but you’d never hate
dan ni dui wo de hen
me as much as i do
yuan yuan buji wo dui ziji de hen yi a

and my only fear for
dang wo buzai zhe’er de shihou
when i’m no longer here
wo zhi haipa

is that you’ll find someone else
ni xun de xinren
who’ll deserve all your tears
zhide ni liu gan leishui de ren

and i know that sounds selfish
yexu ting qilai youdian zisi
but i just can’t help it
dan wo ye wunengweili

been well prepared
wo yijing zhunbei hao
to go now
xiang qianjin fa

i’ll be somewhere
wo hui zai mou di chuxian
you know how
ni dong de

i tend to leave all the ones that i love
wo zong likai shen ai de ren
just to pretend like i won’t give a****
zhuang zuo buzaihu

to see what we built
kanzhe women jian qi de gaolou
become a ghost town
bian cheng huangliang guicheng

swallowed by guilt, like my pills
wo bei kuijiu tunshi jiu xiang wo fu di yao
i’ve broken down
wo zhiliposui

every night, i go through withdrawals
mei wan wo du yao qu ti kuan
but it’s only right for all of my wrongs
zhishao dui wo zuo de cuo shi lai shuo yinggai zheyang zuo

it’d be easier to bear
ruguo ni mei zaihuguo
if you never cared
wo hui haoshou xie

i wished you hated me
dan wo dao xiwang ni neng hen wo
as much as you tried to
jiu xiang ni xiwang di nayang

but you’d never hate
dan ni dui wo de hen
me as much as i do
yuan yuan buji wo dui ziji de hen yi a

and my only fear for
dang wo buzai zhe’er de shihou
when i’m no longer here
wo zhi haipa

is that you’ll find someone else
ni xun de xinren
who deserve all your tears
zhide ni liu gan leishui de ren

and i know that sounds selfish
yexu ting qilai youdian zisi
but i just can’t help it
dan wo ye wunengweili
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selfish (i wished you hated me) Lyrics English

Drown me in despair
Immerse me in despair
I ’m Broken
I’m fragmented

Way Beyond Repair
Difficult to repair
From Sulking
Sulking

over the time that we’d never get back
It’s hard to find in the past
Drunk Every Night with a Cigarette Pack
At the same time of being drunk every night, don’t forget to order a cigarette

But ’s only fair
But this is fair
that I ’m Broken
I’m fragmented

Way Beyond Repair
Difficult to repair
I know that
I see

It ’s all my fault, i’ m guilty as charged
It’s all my fault, I feel guilty
I ’D END It all but that’ s not what you want
I will end everything but this is not what you ask

so it ’s hard to bear
So it’s a bit unbearable
CUZ I Know You Still Care
I know you still care

But I Wishd You Hated Me
But I hope you can hate me
as much as you try to
Just like what you want

But you ’d never ha on
But you hate me
me as much as I do
It’s far from my hate about myself

And my only fear for
When I’m not here
When I ’m no longer here
I am only afraid

is that you ’ll find somene else
You find newcomers
Who’ll deserve all your tears
People who are worthy of your tears

And I know that sounds selfish
Maybe it sounds selfish
But I just can n’t help it
But I can’t do it

Been Well Prepared
I’m ready
to go now
Forward

I ’ll be somewhere
I will appear somewhere
you know how
You know

I tend to leave all the one that I love
I always leave the person I love deeply
Just to Pretend Like I Won n’t give a ****
Pretend not to care

to see what we build
Watching the high -rise buildings we built
Become a ghost town
Become a desolate ghost city

Swallowed by Guilt, Like My Pills
I was swallowed by guilt, just like the medicine I took
I ’ve Broken downn
I’m fragmented

Every Night, I Go Through withdrawals
I have to withdraw money every night
But ’s only right for all of my wrongs
At least for the wrong things I do, I should do this

it’d be easyer to bear
If you don’t care
if you never caway
I will feel better

I washed you hartd me
But I hope you can hate me
as much as you try to
Just like what you want

But you ’d never ha on
But you hate me
me as much as I do
It’s far from my hate about myself

And my only fear for
When I’m not here
When I ’m no longer here
I am only afraid

is that you ’ll find somene else
You find newcomers
who deserve all your tears
People who are worthy of your tears

And I know that sounds selfish
Maybe it sounds selfish
But I just can n’t help it
But I can’t do it
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