Panic Disorder (Prod. SCARY’P) Lyrics – $himmy Boy

Panic Disorder (Prod. SCARY’P) 가사 Lyrics by $himmy Boy

V)
어떻게 지내? 다들.
물론 나는 아냐. 병이 가둬 나를.
나름 비록 이런 삶을 사는것도,

너네 덕분이지. 왕따,폭력 당한 나도,
음악하지. 하루살이 같은 생활 이제
지긋지긋, 삐긋삐긋
나의 마음속에 상처자국들 다 자욱해져.

나의 정신상태 너무 헤퍼.
그냥 됐어. 그저 어린애가 되고팠던 꿈이 멋진 래퍼.
어떻게 생각 하나마나 다른 사람 눈엔 내가.
Psycho Pathy 환자.

그리고 매번 병원 상담.
그렇게 자아 찾아,
다녔지만 그게 뭔지 나도 몰라.
매번 악만 내주변을 돌아.

내게 상처 새겨두고 점점 미쳐가.
평생 내가 의지하게 된건 알약 2봉.
그리고 내가 짊어지고 가야 될 가족.
너무 괴로워 난.

내가 안고 가야 되는 고역.
그건 바로 Panic Disorder.
H)
Oh God 나를 죽여 주여.

부정이 만든 나를 지금 어서 빨리 죽여.
내게 선생 와서 말해. 내가 자폐환자.
11살때 나는 그게 뭔지 몰라 엄청 당황.
엄마 이게 진짜 맞아? 그게 진짜 나야?

까고보니 사실 아냐.
근데 시선들은 괴물 보듯 보지 뭐야.
내가 도와달라 외쳐봐도 외면하는거야.
선생,기만자들 싹 다.

좁은 방에 갇혀 Panic Disorder.
숨을 못쉬겠어 Panic Disorder.
악몽,과거 라는 감옥에 날,
그게 나를 평생 가둬 Panic Disorder.

좁은 방에 갇혀 Panic Disorder.
숨을 못쉬겠어 Panic Disorder.
나를 짓 밟았던 악몽같은 친구들 다,
찐따 나를 평생 밟어 Panic Disorder.

V)
Ay, 난 날 가둬.
아직 자신없어.
세상 밖에 나오기엔.

물론 알아 내가 아직까지 과거에,
찌들어서 무릎 꿇어. 이미 좌절해.
그래서 그런가봐 눈엔 뵈는거는 없고,
울고 웃어 매번 내가 혼자서 미친듯이.

겨우 내가 할수 있는건,
거울 속에 비친 과거 어린 내게 잘못했다 비는것뿐.
과거 전부 그거 ㅈ까고 지옥에서 보자.
괜히 내가 내게 꽃힌 비수 뽑고 도전.

한 게 아냐. 그저 이건 나를 찾기 위해 떠난 모험,
맞아. 그래 나도 알아 전부 깨닫기엔 내가 아직 어려.
의사 말마따나 누구에겐 고작,
사소할지 모르지만 그저 내겐 잊지못할 기억.

내게 없는 기적. 머릿속을 지워. 맘을 전부 비워.
단지 어렸었던 내가 맞기 싫어,
맞췄던건 주동자들 비위.
빙시 내가. 그렇게 그게 당연한게 됐고,

누군 내게 말해. 시현아 나는 공감 안돼.
그건 내가 말해줄게.
이건 니가 생각하기 나름,
그건 니가 부정적이라면 그렇게 따라가고,

그건 니가 긍정적이라면 그렇게 따라가. eh.
그런 삶은 어때? 그런게 너는 진짜 멋져?
그건 점차 마음만 갉아먹어 Eh.
Oh God 나를 죽여 주여.

부정이 만든 나를 지금 어서 빨리 죽여.
누구 말마따나 내가 정신병자.
근데 딱히 신경쓰지 않아.
딱히 내 자아는 없어.

내가 내 병 팔아가며 썼지 소설.
꽤나 흥미롭지 않냐? 뻔한 설정?
그런건 니가 생각하기 나름.
내가 어떤 사람인지 이제 감이 왔어.

매번 미쳐가는 환자 그게 내가 되었어.
아직 시간이 좀 남았어.
진짜 날 찾을 여행 준비됐어.
그런 날 보고 비웃었던 놈들,

지금 기분 어때?
아직까지 나는 뛰어.
멈춰왔던 것들 작동시켜.
여태 날 막던 것들 치워.

복잡했던 머릿속 다 비워.
엉켜왔던 실타래를 안풀어 난.
진짜 나를 찾아 이게 내가 맞는건지 내가 아닌건지,
찾아 떠나 가볼게.
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Panic Disorder (Prod. SCARY’P) Lyrics Romanized

V)
eotteohge jinae? dadeul.
mullon naneun anya. byeong-i gadwo naleul.
naleum bilog ileon salm-eul saneungeosdo,

neone deogbun-iji. wangtta,poglyeog danghan nado,
eum-aghaji. halusal-i gat-eun saenghwal ije
jigeusjigeus, ppigeusppigeus
naui ma-eumsog-e sangcheojagugdeul da jaughaejyeo.

naui jeongsinsangtae neomu hepeo.
geunyang dwaess-eo. geujeo eolin-aega doegopassdeon kkum-i meosjin laepeo.
eotteohge saeng-gag hanamana daleun salam nun-en naega.
Psycho Pathy hwanja.

geuligo maebeon byeong-won sangdam.
geuleohge jaa chaj-a,
danyeossjiman geuge mwonji nado molla.
maebeon agman naejubyeon-eul dol-a.

naege sangcheo saegyeodugo jeomjeom michyeoga.
pyeongsaeng naega uijihage doengeon al-yag 2bong.
geuligo naega jilm-eojigo gaya doel gajog.
neomu goelowo nan.

naega ango gaya doeneun goyeog.
geugeon balo Panic Disorder.
H)
Oh God naleul jug-yeo juyeo.

bujeong-i mandeun naleul jigeum eoseo ppalli jug-yeo.
naege seonsaeng waseo malhae. naega japyehwanja.
11salttae naneun geuge mwonji molla eomcheong danghwang.
eomma ige jinjja maj-a? geuge jinjja naya?

kkagoboni sasil anya.
geunde siseondeul-eun goemul bodeus boji mwoya.
naega dowadalla oechyeobwado oemyeonhaneungeoya.
seonsaeng,gimanjadeul ssag da.

job-eun bang-e gadhyeo Panic Disorder.
sum-eul mos-swigess-eo Panic Disorder.
agmong,gwageo laneun gam-og-e nal,
geuge naleul pyeongsaeng gadwo Panic Disorder.

job-eun bang-e gadhyeo Panic Disorder.
sum-eul mos-swigess-eo Panic Disorder.
naleul jis balb-assdeon agmong-gat-eun chingudeul da,
jjintta naleul pyeongsaeng balb-eo Panic Disorder.

V)
Ay, nan nal gadwo.
ajig jasin-eobs-eo.
sesang bakk-e naogien.

mullon al-a naega ajigkkaji gwageoe,
jjideul-eoseo muleup kkulh-eo. imi jwajeolhae.
geulaeseo geuleongabwa nun-en boeneungeoneun eobsgo,
ulgo us-eo maebeon naega honjaseo michindeus-i.

gyeou naega halsu issneungeon,
geoul sog-e bichin gwageo eolin naege jalmoshaessda bineungeosppun.
gwageo jeonbu geugeo jkkago jiog-eseo boja.
gwaenhi naega naege kkochhin bisu ppobgo dojeon.

han ge anya. geujeo igeon naleul chajgi wihae tteonan moheom,
maj-a. geulae nado al-a jeonbu kkaedadgien naega ajig eolyeo.
uisa malmattana nuguegen gojag,
sasohalji moleujiman geujeo naegen ij-jimoshal gieog.

naege eobsneun gijeog. meolis-sog-eul jiwo. mam-eul jeonbu biwo.
danji eolyeoss-eossdeon naega majgi silh-eo,
majchwossdeongeon judongjadeul biwi.
bingsi naega. geuleohge geuge dang-yeonhange dwaessgo,

nugun naege malhae. sihyeon-a naneun gong-gam andwae.
geugeon naega malhaejulge.
igeon niga saeng-gaghagi naleum,
geugeon niga bujeongjeog-ilamyeon geuleohge ttalagago,

geugeon niga geungjeongjeog-ilamyeon geuleohge ttalaga. eh.
geuleon salm-eun eottae? geuleonge neoneun jinjja meosjyeo?
geugeon jeomcha ma-eumman galg-ameog-eo Eh.
Oh God naleul jug-yeo juyeo.

bujeong-i mandeun naleul jigeum eoseo ppalli jug-yeo.
nugu malmattana naega jeongsinbyeongja.
geunde ttaghi singyeongsseuji anh-a.
ttaghi nae jaaneun eobs-eo.

naega nae byeong pal-agamyeo sseossji soseol.
kkwaena heungmilobji anhnya? ppeonhan seoljeong?
geuleongeon niga saeng-gaghagi naleum.
naega eotteon salam-inji ije gam-i wass-eo.

maebeon michyeoganeun hwanja geuge naega doeeoss-eo.
ajig sigan-i jom nam-ass-eo.
jinjja nal chaj-eul yeohaeng junbidwaess-eo.
geuleon nal bogo bius-eossdeon nomdeul,

jigeum gibun eottae?
ajigkkaji naneun ttwieo.
meomchwowassdeon geosdeul jagdongsikyeo.
yeotae nal magdeon geosdeul chiwo.

bogjabhaessdeon meolis-sog da biwo.
eongkyeowassdeon siltalaeleul anpul-eo nan.
jinjja naleul chaj-a ige naega majneungeonji naega aningeonji,
chaj-a tteona gabolge.
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Panic Disorder (Prod. SCARY’P) Lyrics English

V)
How are you? everyone.
Of course I am not. The bottle is locked.
Although I live this life,

Thanks to you. The bullying, violent,
Music. My life is like a day
I am tired,
I have been studying in my heart.

My mental state too Herper.
It’s just. It is just a wonderful wrapper that was just a child.
How do I think one of the others, I am.
Psycho Pathy patient.

And every time a hospital counseling.
So let’s find it,
I went, but I do not know what it was.
Every time I go around my evil.

I’m getting crazy with hurt me.
The lifetime I will rely on two pills.
And the family to be carrying.
I’m so painful.

I have to go in.
That’s right Panic disorder.
H)
Oh god killing me.

I’ll kill me now and kill me quickly.
Tell me and tell me. I am a autistic patient.
When I was 11 years old, I do not know what it is.
Mom is really right? Is that real?

It’s not true that I see it.
But the gaze looks like a monster.
I’m going to go out and look out.
Teacher, deceitors are sprouting.

Panic disorder trapped in a narrow room.
I can not breathe panic disorder.
Nightmare, the past,
Leave me a lifetime Panic Disorder.

Panic disorder trapped in a narrow room.
I can not breathe panic disorder.
I have a nightmare with my nightmare,
Steamed I step on my life Panic Disorder.

V)
Ay, I lock me.
I do not have confidence yet.
Only outside the world.

Of course I know I have yet,
Let’s kneel and kneel. I am already frustrated.
So I do not think I’ll see it.
I laughed every time I cry and laughing every time.

Barely I can do,
The past that I was wrong in the mirror that was wrong.
Let’s see all the past and see it in hell.
I do not know how to pull my flourish crab.

It’s not one. Just this is an adventure that left to find me,
right. Yes I know, I am still young to realize all.
Who is the doctor,
I do not know what to do, but I remember that I can not forget myself.

Miraculous miracles. Release your head. Everything is empty.
I just hate I was just a child,
The implants that were hit.
Bingish I. That’s why it’s natural,

Someone tell me. I do not sympathize.
I’ll tell you that.
This is what you think,
If you are negative,

If you are positive, then I followed it. EH.
How about that life? That’s really cool?
It’s gradually eating your heart EH.
Oh god killing me.

I’ll kill me now and kill me quickly.
Who is it, I am a psychiatrist.
But I do not care.
I do not have my self.

I wrote my sickness and wrote my novel.
Is not it quite interesting? Obvious settings?
That’s what you think.
I’ve been feeling a person who is a person.

Patients who go crazy every time I became me.
I have a little time yet.
I’m ready to travel to find a real day.
Those who laughed at that day,

How do I feel now?
I’m still leaping.
Things that have been stopped working.
It removes the things that were blocked.

Everything that was complicated is empty.
I do not want to have a tangled room.
I really find me and I do not think I’m right.
Find and go to go.
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$himmy Boy Lyrics – Panic Disorder (Prod. SCARY’P)

$himmy Boy

Panic Disorder (Prod. SCARY’P)