mazohyst of decadence Lyrics – Dir en grey

mazohyst of decadence 歌詞 Lyrics by Dir en grey

生み落とされる子供 罪の意識の無い大人 落とされ
名前も無い僕 何故ここにいるのかさえ 解らないけれど
たった数ヶ月の命とも知らず…
僕は愛されたい 僕は生まれたい この母体の中見つめて

僕が意識を持った時から 二ヶ月目 何かが早いと感じた
まだ何も出来ない そのうちプラグが…
不完全な僕は掻き落とされた痛みが体を突き抜ける
母の泣き叫ぶ声耳鳴りが止まない白衣の大人達僕を救い上げた

冷血に満ち溢れた瞳に 血塗れの右手の無い僕が写る
そのまま黒いビニールに包まれた
だんだん意識が薄れる中僕は考える静かに
Cageの僕をこのまま愛せるならそれでいい許せず

愛されない僕はこのまま死んだ方がいい
だから産声を上げず 静かに眠りましょう
一度だけ母の愛この手で感じてみたい
これが 愛なのかもしれない ありがとう

二度と開かない扉 固く閉められていた
でもね僕はきっと未来の君だから
ラララ…
体焼き尽くされ骨が無くなるまで焼き尽くす

さよなら
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mazohyst of decadence Lyrics Romanized

Umioto to sa reru kodomo tsuminoishiki no nai otona otosa re
namae mo nai boku naze koko ni iru no ka sae wakaranaikeredo
tatta su-kagetsu no inochi-tomo-shirazu…
boku wa aisaretai boku wa umaretai kono botai no naka mitsumete

boku ga ishiki o motta toki kara nikagetsu-me nanika ga hayai to kanjita
mada nani mo dekinai sonochi puragu ga…
f#kanzen’na boku wa kakioto sa reta itami ga karada o tsukinukeru
haha no nakisakebu koe miminari ga yamanai hakui no otona-tachi boku o sukui ageta

reiketsu ni michi afureta hitomi ni chimamire no migite no nai boku ga utsuru
sonomama kuroi biniru ni tsutsuma reta
dandan ishiki ga usureru naka boku wa kangaeru shizuka ni
keji no boku o konomama aiserunara sore de i yurusezu

aisa renai boku wa kono mama shinda kata ga i
dakara ubugoe o agezu shizuka ni nemurimashou
ichidodake haha no ai kono-te de kanjite mitai
korega aina no kamo shirenai arigato

nidoto akanai tobira kataku shime rarete ita
demo ne boku wa kitto mirai no kimidakara
rarara…
-tai yaki tsukusa re hone ga nakunaru made yaki tsukusu

sayonara
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mazohyst of decadence Lyrics English

Adult dropped without awareness of child sin being created
I have no name I don’t even know why I’m here
I don’t know the life of just a few months …
I want to be loved I want to be born in this mother

I felt something was early for two months since I was conscious
He can’t do anything yet, eventually the plug …
Inefinitely, the painful pain penetrates the body
My mother’s screaming voice shouting I saved the adults in the white coat who did not stop

I have no right hand with blood to the eyes full of cold blood
I was wrapped in a black vinyl
As I gradually weaken my consciousness, I think quietly
If you can love me as it is, I can’t forgive it

I’m not loved I should die as it is
So let’s sleep quietly without raising the birth
I want to feel my mother’s love only once
Thank you that this may be love

The door that never opened was tightly closed
But I’m sure you’re the future
Lalara …
Burn it until the bones are baked and bones are gone

Goodbye
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