굳게 닫힌 문
밖에선 열지 못하는 문
안에서 열 생각이 없다면
절대로 열릴 리가 없는 문
문고리가 고장 나서
주말에 흔한 웃음소리마저
그에겐 딴 얘기 같아
내가 식사하시라고
문 앞에서 노크할 때아니라면
조그만 방에서 조그만 모니터
화면에 조그만 바둑알로 채워
예전엔 담배연기로 다 빼곡
어쩐지 그 방엔 이상한 냄새가 뱄어
그가 나가고 없는 날에는
난 괜히 그 방에서 하루를 지냈어
아마 내 방이 없어서 그랬어
그가 안 오길 원했어
끝이 없다는 건
시작도 없다는 것
끝이 뭔지 알게 됐어
난 몰랐는 걸
끝이 없다는 건
배울 수 없다는 것
끝이 뭔지 알게 됐어
볼 수 없다는 것
늘 비어있던 방엔
내 놓친 걸음 안에
밟기 싫던 그림자와 날
닮은 그대가
살아있네 나조차 모르게
내가 아마 16
부산에서 외국으로 Far From Home
그제서야 다른 애들처럼
부모님과 살아 그리고 내 방도 있어
멀리 떨어지게 된 할머니랑 이모가
걱정할까 봐 잘 적응해서 살고 있었지
그래 그는 내 속에서 잊혀졌었지
이모 말로는 그도 떠난다고 했었지
난 진짜 못된 새끼
그럼 부산에 놀러 가도 안 계시겠지
라며 괜히 그를 경계해댔지
왜인지 알려고도 안 했지
가부장인 그가 트라우마가 됐는지
그가 나를 부르면 난 이모 뒤에 숨지
그런 내가 남자답지 못하다며 웃지
그땐 그게 그의 표현법인지 몰랐지
이제 알아봤자 늦지
끝이 없다는 건
시작도 없다는 것
끝이 뭔지 알게 됐어
난 몰랐는 걸
끝이 없다는 건
배울 수 없다는 것
끝이 뭔지 알게 됐어
볼 수 없다는 것
늘 비어있던 방엔
내 놓친 걸음 안에
밟기 싫던 그림자와 날
닮은 그대가
살아있네 나조차 모르게
머리가 좀 컸다고 난
혼자서 서울살이가 썩 나쁘진 않아
밥상에 밥그릇이 한 개인 것도
이젠 익숙하잖아
그때 걸려오는 한 통의 전화
울먹이는 소리의 우리 엄마
지금 바로 부산에 내려가
혼수상태인 그를 혼자 돌보시는
할머니 좀 챙겨드리고 온나
그리곤 새벽에 병원 도착 sh#t
어렸을 때 무서워 보였던 우리 삼촌
작지만 강해 보이는 풍채는 어디 갔어
목엔 호스 때문에 못하지 아무 말도
눈을 떠도 약 때문에 정신도 못 차려
그래도 나는 할머니께 괜찮을 거라고
말해 내가 할 수 있는 것도 없잖아
그리고는 얼마 못 가서
그렇게 삼촌은 사진 한 장만 남았어
한 장만 남았어
문도 활짝 열려있잖아
근데 사진만 남았어
삼촌의 머리 위 검은띠 두 줄
보기 전까지 이게 마지막인 줄 몰랐어
자식 하나 없는 우리 삼촌을 위해
같잖게 상주 노릇도 해봤어
미안하고 고맙다는 쉬운 말도 못 하고
그렇게 삼촌은 사진 한 장만 남았어
늘 비어있던 방엔
내 놓친 걸음 안에
밟기 싫던 그림자와 날
닮은 그대가
살아있네 나조차 모르게
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Enter (Feat. gnoo) Lyrics Romanized
gudge dadhin mun
bakk-eseon yeolji moshaneun mun
an-eseo yeol saeng-gag-i eobsdamyeon
jeoldaelo yeollil liga eobsneun mun
mungoliga gojang naseo
jumal-e heunhan us-eumsolimajeo
geuegen ttan yaegi gat-a
naega sigsahasilago
mun ap-eseo nokeuhal ttaeanilamyeon
jogeuman bang-eseo jogeuman moniteo
hwamyeon-e jogeuman badug-allo chaewo
yejeon-en dambaeyeongilo da ppaegog
eojjeonji geu bang-en isanghan naemsaega baess-eo
geuga nagago eobsneun nal-eneun
nan gwaenhi geu bang-eseo haluleul jinaess-eo
ama nae bang-i eobs-eoseo geulaess-eo
geuga an ogil wonhaess-eo
kkeut-i eobsdaneun geon
sijagdo eobsdaneun geos
kkeut-i mwonji alge dwaess-eo
nan mollassneun geol
kkeut-i eobsdaneun geon
baeul su eobsdaneun geos
kkeut-i mwonji alge dwaess-eo
bol su eobsdaneun geos
neul bieoissdeon bang-en
nae nohchin geol-eum an-e
balbgi silhdeon geulimjawa nal
dalm-eun geudaega
sal-aissne najocha moleuge
naega ama 16
busan-eseo oegug-eulo Far From Home
geujeseoya daleun aedeulcheoleom
bumonimgwa sal-a geuligo nae bangdo iss-eo
meolli tteol-eojige doen halmeonilang imoga
geogjeonghalkka bwa jal jeog-eunghaeseo salgo iss-eossji
geulae geuneun nae sog-eseo ijhyeojyeoss-eossji
imo malloneun geudo tteonandago haess-eossji
nan jinjja mosdoen saekki
geuleom busan-e nolleo gado an gyesigessji
lamyeo gwaenhi geuleul gyeong-gyehaedaessji
waeinji allyeogodo an haessji
gabujang-in geuga teulaumaga dwaessneunji
geuga naleul buleumyeon nan imo dwie sumji
geuleon naega namjadabji moshadamyeo usji
geuttaen geuge geuui pyohyeonbeob-inji mollassji
ije al-abwassja neuj-ji
kkeut-i eobsdaneun geon
sijagdo eobsdaneun geos
kkeut-i mwonji alge dwaess-eo
nan mollassneun geol
kkeut-i eobsdaneun geon
baeul su eobsdaneun geos
kkeut-i mwonji alge dwaess-eo
bol su eobsdaneun geos
neul bieoissdeon bang-en
nae nohchin geol-eum an-e
balbgi silhdeon geulimjawa nal
dalm-eun geudaega
sal-aissne najocha moleuge
meoliga jom keossdago nan
honjaseo seoulsal-iga sseog nappeujin anh-a
babsang-e babgeuleus-i han gaein geosdo
ijen igsughajanh-a
geuttae geollyeooneun han tong-ui jeonhwa
ulmeog-ineun soliui uli eomma
jigeum balo busan-e naelyeoga
honsusangtaein geuleul honja dolbosineun
halmeoni jom chaeng-gyeodeuligo onna
geuligon saebyeog-e byeong-won dochag sh#t
eolyeoss-eul ttae museowo boyeossdeon uli samchon
jagjiman ganghae boineun pungchaeneun eodi gass-eo
mog-en hoseu ttaemun-e moshaji amu maldo
nun-eul tteodo yag ttaemun-e jeongsindo mos chalyeo
geulaedo naneun halmeonikke gwaenchanh-eul geolago
malhae naega hal su issneun geosdo eobsjanh-a
geuligoneun eolma mos gaseo
geuleohge samchon-eun sajin han jangman nam-ass-eo
han jangman nam-ass-eo
mundo hwaljjag yeollyeoissjanh-a
geunde sajinman nam-ass-eo
samchon-ui meoli wi geom-euntti du jul
bogi jeonkkaji ige majimag-in jul mollass-eo
jasig hana eobsneun uli samchon-eul wihae
gatjanhge sangju noleusdo haebwass-eo
mianhago gomabdaneun swiun maldo mos hago
geuleohge samchon-eun sajin han jangman nam-ass-eo
neul bieoissdeon bang-en
nae nohchin geol-eum an-e
balbgi silhdeon geulimjawa nal
dalm-eun geudaega
sal-aissne najocha moleuge
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Enter (Feat. gnoo) Lyrics English
A firmly closed door
A door that can’t be opened outside
If you don’t want to open inside
A door that can never open
The doorknob is broken
Even the common laughter on weekends
It seems like a different story to him
Tell me to eat
If not when knocking at the door
Tiny monitor in a tiny room
Fill the screen with small go balls
In the past, it was all made with cigarette smoke
Somehow there was a strange smell in that room
On the days he’s gone
I spent a day in that room for nothing
Probably because I didn’t have my room
I didn’t want him to come
That there is no end
That there is no beginning
I know what the end is
I didn’t know
That there is no end
That you can’t learn
I know what the end is
Not seeing
In a room that was always empty
In my missed steps
The shadow and the day I didn’t want to step on
You resembled
I’m alive without even knowing
I maybe 16
From Busan to abroad Far From Home
Only then like other kids
I live with my parents and have my own room
My grandmother and aunt went far away
I was living a good fit in case I was worried
Yes he was forgotten in me
My aunt said he was leaving too.
I’m really naughty kittens
Then you probably won’t even go to Busan to play
I said to be on the lookout for him
I didn’t even try to find out why
Whether he became the patriarchal trauma
When he calls me I hide behind my aunt
I laugh saying I’m not like a man like that
I didn’t know that was his expression back then
Now it’s too late to find out
That there is no end
That there is no beginning
I know what the end is
I didn’t know
That there is no end
That you can’t learn
I know what the end is
Not seeing
In a room that was always empty
In my missed steps
The shadow and the day I didn’t want to step on
You resembled
I’m alive without even knowing
I said that my hair was a little big
Living in Seoul alone is not so bad
Even one rice bowl on the table
You’re used to it now
A call from that time
My mother crying
Go down to Busan right now
Taking care of him alone in a coma
I came after taking care of my grandmother
Then arrived at the hospital at dawn sh#t
My uncle who looked scared when I was young
Where is the look that looks small but strong
I can’t say anything because of the hose around my neck
Even if I open my eyes, I can’t even wake up because of the medicine
But I’ll be okay with my grandmother
Tell me there’s nothing I can do
And not long after
So my uncle only left one picture
Only one left
The door is also wide open
But there are only pictures left
Two rows of black belts over my uncle’s head
I didn’t know this was the last thing until I saw it
For our uncle with no children
Likewise, I tried to be a resident
I can’t even say that I’m sorry and thankful
So my uncle only left one picture
In a room that was always empty
In my missed steps
The shadow and the day I didn’t want to step on
You who resemble you
I’m alive without even knowing
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Bruno Champman(브루노 챔프맨) Lyrics – Enter (Feat. gnoo)
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