블랙박스 Lyrics – Khundi Panda

블랙박스 가사 Lyrics by Khundi Panda

난 가야겠어
난 가야겠어
난 가야겠어
나를 떠나야겠어

타버려 까만 내 속 땜에
아파했었던 나의 자아에서
뭔가를 봐야겠어
해서 난 가야겠어

지망생 그리고 루키
이제 나 어디에
우리가 즐겨하던 랩은 아직 머리에
있는 것이 분명해서 믿고 잡고 달린 휠

몇 장의 앨범이 끝이 나면 바뀌어 확실히
허나 인생은 닫힌 방
닫고 그다음 방도 갇힌 방
겨우 탈출해도

차피 새로운 문제들의 장식함
성공에 대한 욕심이란 알 꽉 찼고
거위 배 갈라라 속삭이던 악마는 내 마음 속
나 다칠 걸 알면서도 속도 내서 밟았던

내 도착지는 모호하고 실은 어중간한 것
그냥 세상에게 사랑 받는 예술가로
일단은 이뤄야 해
나머지는 그 뒤에 채워가도

그러니 인정 먼저.
참 자연스럽게도
세상이 외면한 만큼
불만도 더 늘었네

또 시기와 질투
열등감
모든 부정들이 내 연료가 된 채
날 채우던 내용 또한 대체했지

난 가야겠어
난 가야겠어
난 가야겠어
나를 떠나야겠어

타버려 까만 내 속 땜에
아파했었던 나의 자아에서
뭔가를 봐야겠어
해서 난 가야겠어

열등감은 내게 조급함을 줬고
여유 부릴 시간이 없어
경쟁만이 내 24시간의 알리바이고
타다만 엔진 같이 멈춰 있는 꼴

돌아봐야만 했어
랩 처음 시작했던 그 열세 살의 나이로
커보이던 걔네 덩치 앞에 나는 개미
학교라는 시스템 안에 최약체지

그냥 닥치고 있음 병*이 된 게 문제라면
문제였겠지만
쨌건 당한 입장에선 볼 수 없으니까 재미를.
여럿 얼굴이 있었지만 내 첫 굴욕은 지훈이

내 얼굴에 가래침 뱉은 친구
그 시절 띄운 니 웃음
낄낄대며 미안해하던 패거리 앞 내 침묵이
단순히 상처로 남기보단 아마 질투심

그래 그때 못 낸 목소리 키우고 싶었던 건
위치가 바뀌었으면 좋겠다란 심보
어쩌면 현실의 너와 내 정반대를 그려뒀어.
아마 그때쯤이지

내 첫 가사를 썼던 기억도
난 가야겠어
난 가야겠어
타버려 까만 내 속 땜에

아파했었던 난 봐야겠어
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블랙박스 Lyrics Romanized

nan gayagess-eo
nan gayagess-eo
nan gayagess-eo
naleul tteonayagess-eo

tabeolyeo kkaman nae sog ttaem-e
apahaess-eossdeon naui jaa-eseo
mwongaleul bwayagess-eo
haeseo nan gayagess-eo

jimangsaeng geuligo luki
ije na eodie
uliga jeulgyeohadeon laeb-eun ajig meolie
issneun geos-i bunmyeonghaeseo midgo jabgo dallin hwil

myeoch jang-ui aelbeom-i kkeut-i namyeon bakkwieo hwagsilhi
heona insaeng-eun dadhin bang
dadgo geuda-eum bangdo gadhin bang
gyeou talchulhaedo

chapi saeloun munjedeul-ui jangsigham
seong-gong-e daehan yogsim-ilan al kkwag chassgo
geowi bae gallala sogsag-ideon agmaneun nae ma-eum sog
na dachil geol almyeonseodo sogdo naeseo balb-assdeon

nae dochagjineun mohohago sil-eun eojung-ganhan geos
geunyang sesang-ege salang badneun yesulgalo
ildan-eun ilwoya hae
nameojineun geu dwie chaewogado

geuleoni injeong meonjeo.
cham jayeonseuleobgedo
sesang-i oemyeonhan mankeum
bulmando deo neul-eossne

tto sigiwa jiltu
yeoldeung-gam
modeun bujeongdeul-i nae yeonlyoga doen chae
nal chaeudeon naeyong ttohan daechehaessji

nan gayagess-eo
nan gayagess-eo
nan gayagess-eo
naleul tteonayagess-eo

tabeolyeo kkaman nae sog ttaem-e
apahaess-eossdeon naui jaa-eseo
mwongaleul bwayagess-eo
haeseo nan gayagess-eo

yeoldeung-gam-eun naege jogeubham-eul jwossgo
yeoyu bulil sigan-i eobs-eo
gyeongjaengman-i nae 24sigan-ui allibaigo
tadaman enjin gat-i meomchwo issneun kkol

dol-abwayaman haess-eo
laeb cheoeum sijaghaessdeon geu yeolse sal-ui nailo
keoboideon gyaene deongchi ap-e naneun gaemi
haggyolaneun siseutem an-e choeyagcheji

geunyang dagchigo iss-eum byeong*i doen ge munjelamyeon
munjeyeossgessjiman
jjaessgeon danghan ibjang-eseon bol su eobs-eunikka jaemileul.
yeoleos eolgul-i iss-eossjiman nae cheos gul-yog-eun jihun-i

nae eolgul-e galaechim baet-eun chingu
geu sijeol ttuiun ni us-eum
kkilkkildaemyeo mianhaehadeon paegeoli ap nae chimmug-i
dansunhi sangcheolo namgibodan ama jiltusim

geulae geuttae mos naen mogsoli kiugo sip-eossdeon geon
wichiga bakkwieoss-eumyeon johgessdalan simbo
eojjeomyeon hyeonsil-ui neowa nae jeongbandaeleul geulyeodwoss-eo.
ama geuttaejjeum-iji

nae cheos gasaleul sseossdeon gieogdo
nan gayagess-eo
nan gayagess-eo
tabeolyeo kkaman nae sog ttaem-e

apahaess-eossdeon nan bwayagess-eo
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블랙박스 Lyrics English

I have to go
I have to go
I have to go
I have to leave me

Burned out because of my black inside
From my self that used to hurt
I need to see something
So i have to go

Wannabe and rookie
Now where I am
The rap we used to enjoy is still in our head
It is clear that there is a wheel that I believe and hold

When a few albums are over, they change
But life is a closed room
Closed and the next room locked up
Even if I barely escape

The decoration of new problems
It’s full of greed for success
The devil who whispered to split the goose belly is inside my heart
Even though I knew I would get hurt, I stepped on the pace

My destination is ambiguous, and in fact, it’s stupid
Just as an artist loved by the world
First it has to be achieved
Even if I fill the rest after that

So admit it first.
Naturally
As much as the world has turned away
The complaints also increased

Envy and jealousy again
complex
With all the denials being my fuel
I also replaced the content that filled me

I have to go
I have to go
I have to go
I have to leave me

Burned out because of my black inside
From my self that used to hurt
I need to see something
So i have to go

Inferiority gave me impatience
I don’t have time to spare
Competition is my 24 hour alibi
It’s like it’s burning, but it’s like an engine

I had to look back
At the age of 13 when I first started rap
I am an ant in front of them
The weakest in the school system

If it’s just shut up
It might have been a problem
Anyway, have fun because you can’t see it from your standpoint.
I had many faces, but my first humiliation was Jihoon

A friend who spit on my face
Your laughter in those days
My silence in front of the giggling and sorry gang
Maybe jealous rather than just leaving it as a scar

Yes, the thing I wanted to raise a voice that I couldn’t make at that time
Simbo wishing the location changed
Maybe I have drawn the exact opposite of you and me in reality.
Probably around then

Even the memories of writing my first lyrics
I have to go
I have to go
Burned out because of my black inside

I have to see what I used to be in pain
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Khundi Panda Lyrics – 블랙박스

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