眠りにつくまでの時間が怖くて仕方ないな
否応なしに開催される脳内反省会
これまでの自分 答え合わせ
毎回赤点の人生 居残りの余生だ
また枕が濡れた あぁ
叶いもしない夢を見た事
期待を裏切った事
親や恋人を泣かせた事
産まれ落ちた事
この期に及んでこんな歌を性懲りもなく歌う事
なんならちょっとだけ気持ち良くなってる事
どこ切り取っても愚かだ
こうして僕は今日も夜を更かすのでした
掃いて捨てるほどのゴミにもなれないのだ
空白の履歴書 自殺マニュアルとポエム
常夜灯の明滅が僕の命を表した
お前はいいよ 替えが利くんだもん
どうにか僕もやり直せないもんかね
眠りにつくまでの時間が嫌いで仕方ないな
まぶたを閉じれば逃げ場のない現実上映会
安い時給にボロいアパート 隣人の情事がうぜぇ
「こんなはずでは」 そりゃ馬鹿の言う言葉だ
努力したその先に望んだゴールがあるのならば
僕は今頃日本武道館のステージで
拍手も涙も独り占めにしていたはずだ
なんてね ないよね
今のはなかったことにしてくれ
人生の主役が掃いて捨てるほどのゴミにもなれないのだ
そんな”物語の主人公”もいる世界だ
大逆転の展開は漫画やアニメの話でしかない
それを知って尚も生きるなら
どんな生き方であろうと”正解”になるかな
Find more lyrics at asialyrics.com
Disclosure: As an Amazon Associate and an Apple Partner, we earn from qualifying purchases
葵木ゴウ(午後ティー) (Gou Aoki (Gogo Tea)) – 空は今日も青いのだ (Sora wa Kyou mo Aoi no Da)
葵木ゴウ(午後ティー) (Gou Aoki (Gogo Tea)) – 逃げちまおうぜ (Nigechimaou ze)
自己採点 (Jiko Saiten) Lyrics Romanized
Nemurinitsuku made no jikan ga kowakute shikatanai na
iyaōnashini kaisai sa reru nōnai hansei-kai
kore made no jibun kotae-awase
maikai akaten no jinsei inokori no yoseida
mata makura ga nureta a~a
kanai mo shinai yumewomita koto
kitai o uragitta koto
oya ya koibito o naka seta koto
umare ochita koto
konogonioyonde kon’na uta o shōkorimonaku utau koto
na n’nara chotto dake kimochiyoku natteru koto
doko kiritotte mo orokada
kōshite boku wa kyō mo yoru o f#kasu nodeshita
haitesuteruhodo no gomi ni mo narenai noda
kūhaku no rirekisho jisatsu manyuaru to poemu
jōyatō no meimetsu ga boku no inochi o arawashita
omae wa ī yo kae ga kiku nda mon
dōnika boku mo yarinaosenai mon ka ne
nemurinitsuku made no jikan ga kiraide shikatanai na
mabuta o tojireba nigeba no nai genjitsu jōei-kai
yasui jikyū ni boroi apāto rinjin no jōji gau ze ~e
`Konna hazude wa’ sorya baka no iu kotobada
doryoku shita sono sakini nozonda gōru ga aru nonaraba
boku wa imagoro Nihonbudōkan no sutēji de
hakushu mo namida mo hitorijime ni sh#te ita hazuda
nante nenai yo ne
ima no wa nakatta koto ni sh#te kure
jinsei no shuyaku ga haitesuteruhodo no gomi ni mo narenai noda
son’na” monogatari no shujinkō” mo iru sekaida
dai gyakuten no tenkai wa manga ya anime no hanashide shika nai
sore o shitte naomo ikirunara
don’na ikikatadearou to” seikai” ni naru ka na
Find more lyrics at asialyrics.com
自己採点 (Jiko Saiten) Lyrics English
I’m scared of the time to fall asleep
Brain reflection meeting held without exception
My past answers
A red dot life every time
The pillow got wet again
I had a dream that didn’t come true
Betrayed expectations
Making parents and lovers cry
What was born
Singing this song without sexual discipline over this period
What makes you feel a little better
I’m stupid wherever I cut it
In this way I had to spend the night again
It can’t be as trash as it’s swept and thrown away
Blank resume suicide manual and poem
The flickering of the night lights represented my life
You’re okay
Somehow I can’t redo it
I can’t help but hate the time to fall asleep
If you close the eyelids, there will be no escape for the reality screening
Cheap hourly wages and flat apartments
“It shouldn’t be like this.”
If there is a goal you want after making an effort
I’m on the stage at Nippon Budokan right now
I should have applause and tears
I don’t know
I’ll never do it now
It can’t be the trash that the protagonists of life sweep and throw away
It’s a world with such a “hero of the story”
The great reversal is only about manga and anime
If you know that and still live
What kind of way of life will be the “correct answer”
Find more lyrics at asialyrics.com
葵木ゴウ(午後ティー) (Gou Aoki (Gogo Tea)) Lyrics – 自己採点 (Jiko Saiten)
Disclosure: As an Amazon Associate and an Apple Partner, we earn from qualifying purchases