나에게 아빠란 생소한 것인데
남들은 다 가지고 있어 왜 나만 없는데
아빠라는 사람이 뭐가 그렇게 중요해
날 낳아준 사람이지만
난 평생 아빠를 증오해
5살 때부터 난 아빠 없는 인생을 살았어
고아가 될뻔했지만 엄마랑 나 둘이서
작은 집에서 다시 시작했어
엄마 뱃속에 동생이랑 셋이서
부모라는 이유로 나에게 가져 같던 돈
부모라는 이유로
내 꿈을 이루지 못하게 했던 놈
부모라는 이유로 날 구속했던 것
왜 부모라는 이유로 날 포기했나요
5살 때 원효섭과 20살에
원효섭은 너무 달라서
17년간 못 봤던 아빠라는 사람도
날 포기했어
이제 난 혼자라 너무 외로워서
우울증 아니 정신병에 걸릴뻔했던
내 인생을 을 다시
바로잡아줬던 친구가 없었으면
난 또 기울어졌을 거야
매일을 술과 함께했던 내 피폐해진 모습 봐
누가 봐도 병신이잖아 내 인생이지만
너무 힘들어서 정말 살기가 너무 힘들어서
힘들었던 남자가 있지
너무나 힘들어 고해 누가 날 좀 구해줘
도망갈곳이 없어 숨을 곳 잃었어
바라만 보던 꿈이 전부 사라져갔어
뭣도아닌 일에 죽기로 결심했는데
날 손까락질 하는 너가 살아있는데
그걸 깨닳고 밤마다 자해했던 내가
너무 후회되더라
솔직히 무서웠어 정말
그래서 죽어도 될까 생각했어 정말
난 맨날
부정적으로 산대
틀린 말은 아냐 근데
넌 망할 거야 삼대가
집 잘 살아 걱정 없는 네가
돈 걱정 없이 살았던 너라
세상에 고민이 하나도 없던 터라
자해라곤 해본 적도 없는
너 같은 병신이랑은
존재부터 다른 사람이라
생각이 많아서 눈 감고 생각을 해
너보다 내가 더 힘든 거 같은데
외로운 것보다
좀 우울한 것보다 내 감정을
제어하는 게 왜 이렇게 힘들까
기분이 안 좋은 날에 억지로 웃어 난
모니터 앞에서 운 적도 있는데
사실 말 할 곧이 없어서 좀
힘들었었어
여기서 까이고 저기서 까이고
내 상처 치료할 의사는 어디 있을까
내 손은 왼손이 피해자 오른손이 가해자
이 둘의 판결을 내려줄 법정은 어딘가
힘들었던 남자가 있지
너무나 힘들어 고해 누가 날 좀 구해줘
도망갈곳이 없어 숨을 곳 잃었어
바라만 보던 꿈이 전부 사라져갔어
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Painful Pa$T Lyrics Romanized
na-ege appalan saengsohan geos-inde
namdeul-eun da gajigo iss-eo wae naman eobsneunde
appalaneun salam-i mwoga geuleohge jung-yohae
nal nah-ajun salam-ijiman
nan pyeongsaeng appaleul jeung-ohae
5sal ttaebuteo nan appa eobsneun insaeng-eul sal-ass-eo
goaga doelppeonhaessjiman eommalang na dul-iseo
jag-eun jib-eseo dasi sijaghaess-eo
eomma baes-sog-e dongsaeng-ilang ses-iseo
bumolaneun iyulo na-ege gajyeo gatdeon don
bumolaneun iyulo
nae kkum-eul iluji moshage haessdeon nom
bumolaneun iyulo nal gusoghaessdeon geos
wae bumolaneun iyulo nal pogihaessnayo
5sal ttae wonhyoseobgwa 20sal-e
wonhyoseob-eun neomu dallaseo
17nyeongan mos bwassdeon appalaneun salamdo
nal pogihaess-eo
ije nan honjala neomu oelowoseo
uuljeung ani jeongsinbyeong-e geollilppeonhaessdeon
nae insaeng-eul eul dasi
balojab-ajwossdeon chinguga eobs-eoss-eumyeon
nan tto giul-eojyeoss-eul geoya
maeil-eul sulgwa hamkkehaessdeon nae pipyehaejin moseub bwa
nuga bwado byeongsin-ijanh-a nae insaeng-ijiman
neomu himdeul-eoseo jeongmal salgiga neomu himdeul-eoseo
himdeul-eossdeon namjaga issji
neomuna himdeul-eo gohae nuga nal jom guhaejwo
domang-galgos-i eobs-eo sum-eul gos ilh-eoss-eo
balaman bodeon kkum-i jeonbu salajyeogass-eo
mwosdoanin il-e juggilo gyeolsimhaessneunde
nal sonkkalagjil haneun neoga sal-aissneunde
geugeol kkaedalhgo bammada jahaehaessdeon naega
neomu huhoedoedeola
soljighi museowoss-eo jeongmal
geulaeseo jug-eodo doelkka saeng-gaghaess-eo jeongmal
nan maennal
bujeongjeog-eulo sandae
teullin mal-eun anya geunde
neon manghal geoya samdaega
jib jal sal-a geogjeong eobsneun nega
don geogjeong eobs-i sal-assdeon neola
sesang-e gomin-i hanado eobsdeon teola
jahaelagon haebon jeogdo eobsneun
neo gat-eun byeongsin-ilang-eun
jonjaebuteo daleun salam-ila
saeng-gag-i manh-aseo nun gamgo saeng-gag-eul hae
neoboda naega deo himdeun geo gat-eunde
oeloun geosboda
jom uulhan geosboda nae gamjeong-eul
jeeohaneun ge wae ileohge himdeulkka
gibun-i an joh-eun nal-e eogjilo us-eo nan
moniteo ap-eseo un jeogdo issneunde
sasil mal hal god-i eobs-eoseo jom
himdeul-eoss-eoss-eo
yeogiseo kkaigo jeogiseo kkaigo
nae sangcheo chilyohal uisaneun eodi iss-eulkka
nae son-eun oenson-i pihaeja oleunson-i gahaeja
i dul-ui pangyeol-eul naelyeojul beobjeong-eun eodinga
himdeul-eossdeon namjaga issji
neomuna himdeul-eo gohae nuga nal jom guhaejwo
domang-galgos-i eobs-eo sum-eul gos ilh-eoss-eo
balaman bodeon kkum-i jeonbu salajyeogass-eo
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Painful Pa$T Lyrics English
I’m unfamiliar with Dad.
Others have it, so why am I not the only one
What’s so important about a man named Dad
Who gave birth to me
I hate my dad all my life
I’ve lived a life without my father since I was 5
I almost became an orphan, but with my mom and me
I started again in a small house
Three with my brother in my mother’s belly
Money I brought to me for being a parent
For being a parent
The one who kept my dreams from fulfilling
What arrested me for being a parent
Why did you give up on me for being a parent
Won Hyo-seop at age 5 and 20
Won Hyo-seop is so different
Even a man called Dad who hasn’t seen him in 17 years
Gave up on me
Now I’m alone, so lonely
Depression, no psychosis
My life again
If you don’t have a friend
I must have tilted again
Look at my desolate days every day with alcohol
Whoever sees it is an #ssh#l#, but it’s my life.
It’s so hard that it’s really hard to live
There was a man who was hard
It’s so hard, confess, someone save me
There’s no place to run, I lost my place to hide
All the dreams I only looked at disappeared
I decided to die for nothing.
You are the one who touches me
I realized it and hurt myself every night
I was so sorry
Honestly, I was really scared
So I thought I could die
I always
Negative
I’m not wrong, but
You’ll be ruined
You live well and you don’t have to worry
You lived without worrying about money
There was no worries in the world
I have never done my own
With an #ssh#l# like you
From existence to someone else
I have a lot of thoughts, close my eyes and think
I think I’m harder than you
Than lonely
Rather than depressing my feelings
Why is it so difficult to control
I laughed forcibly on a bad day
I was crying in front of the monitor
Actually, I don’t have time to tell you
It was hard
Here and there and there
Where’s my doctor to treat my wounds
My hand is the victim’s right hand
Somewhere in the court to decide the two
There was a man who was hard
It’s so hard, confession, someone save me
There’s no place to run, I lost my place to hide
All the dreams I only looked at disappeared
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원효섭(HYOSEOB) Lyrics – Painful Pa$T
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