I.那些皺紋
‘你笑什麼?’
我覺得有些生氣,好像他在看著一個憤怒的小子,他的微笑彷佛在嘲笑我。
‘跟我出來。’
我皺著眉頭跟他走到大門口。
‘大部隊已經工作了,這幾位想先和你道別。’
彗星守望者、胖貓人、卡爾和幾個壞傢伙站在遠處,見我出來,他們紛紛招手。
‘我們要上去了!先和您道別!’
卡爾叫得很大聲。
可我的興趣不在他們身上。
‘他們是星星。’
‘下班後的星星?’
‘沒錯,現在他們要回去了。’
‘那你是誰?老闆。你是誰?’
‘我是一個影子。’
‘你把我搞糊塗了。’
‘哈哈哈哈。你大老遠跑到這裡,穿越森林,就是為了知道我是誰嗎?’
他理了理鬍子。
‘我們就是這樣,一個人和一個影子,人總想擺脫他的影子。可是影子又是如何能夠一口氣擺脫的呢?’
‘你到底是誰?老闆。’
‘你看著我的眼睛、眉毛、鼻子和嘴巴,你覺得我是誰?’
我盯著他的臉,看著他的皺紋,
想要在那一道道深壑一般的紋路裡,找到一絲線索。
我覺得那一層層皺紋像極了故鄉的山脈,
從他的眉心一直延伸至眼角。
我曾無數次盯著大山發呆,
卻從未如今天般熟悉,
我的淚水湧出,不知所措。
‘我是爸爸。’
他笑著看著我,身上變得透明,他的鬍子彷佛被橡皮擦去,
化為晶瑩剔透的星塵,一直伸向晨昏不辨的天空。
‘等等!’
我伸手去抓他,卻什麼也抓不住。
他正在飛快地消散,鬍子、眉毛、肚子,然後是腿。
他化作了一顆星。
II.記憶碎片
就跑起來
就哭
就愛人
就酸
就撲向海灣
就直面醜陋
直面自己的醜陋而不是別的
就緬懷
就糾纏
就不忘記
有什麼好忘記的
就盯著他或她
就盯著
就親吻 就一直親吻
就放下
不是忘記的那一種放下
而是記得的那一種
就記得唄
記得一些閃光的日子
那天的天氣和濕度
早餐和晚餐
就這樣走
不會更壞也不會太好
但就這樣走
就這樣走吧
就
就敬畏
爬升 失去掌控
雙眼 成了全部
森林 忽遠忽近
寒風 忽重忽輕
漂浮 深夜更深處
光線 穿透我的身
時間 停止了催促
腦袋 混亂而輕盈
III.我是誰
我是誰 我真的知道嗎
我的麥田已覆蓋了冰雪
往昔 如細碎的塵埃
隨風撲面而來
好痛!但仍想睜開雙眼
我是誰 我真的存在嗎
大聲問 從來未有過回答
我哭 我笑 使勁奔跑
在這被定義的世界
尋找什麼?尋找什麼?
我懦弱!
我從未面對過
我從未在乎過
愛人?親人?
我呸!
我懦弱!
我只是愛著我
愛著自私的我
什麼都想擁有
什麼都親手錯過!
那些說過的謊
那些逃避的責任
紛紛鑽進腦海
個個抽打我心
不可忽略的原罪
不可饒恕的傲慢
枝蔓纏繞我
拖向往事的泥淖
我是誰 我真的知道嗎
我的麥田已覆蓋了冰雪
往昔 如細碎的塵埃
隨風撲面而來
好痛!但仍想睜開雙眼
我是誰 我真的存在嗎
彷徨間 卻只能自問自答
我哭 我笑 使勁奔跑
在這被定義的世界
尋找什麼
IV.告別
我看到站在森林的那群人,
淚水模糊著我的雙眼。
而眼前的一切開始發生變化,
冰雪化作溪水,森林變成麥田。
等等,他們不就是安妮、咪咪和黑狗卡爾嗎?
我真是太笨了!太笨了!
‘安妮!!’
我一邊喊一邊向他們跑去,
安妮背過了身,並沒有回答我。
他們的影像變得透明而晶瑩,然後逐漸消散。
‘老爺!’
我聽到卡爾的聲音
‘我們要走啦!’
他的手變成了尾巴,
依然非常賣力地搖晃著。
‘老爺!’
‘下次見面!記得幫我帶一根香腸!’
他們和老闆一起,連同我的故鄉和麥田,全都化作了星,撒在了夜空中。
終
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星河 (Xing He) Lyrics Pinyin
I. Naxie zhouwen
‘ni xiao shenme?’
Wo juede youxie shengqi, haoxiang ta zai kanzhe yige fennu de xiaozi, ta de weixiao fangfu zai chaoxiao wo.
‘Gen wo chulai.’
Wo zhouzhe meitou gen ta zou dao da menkou.
‘Da budui yijing gongzuole, zhe ji wei xiang xian he ni dao bie.’
Huixing shouwang zhe, pang mao ren, ka’er he ji ge huai jiahuo zhan zai yuan chu, jian wo chulai, tamen fenfen zhaoshou.
‘Women yao shangqule! Xian he nin dao bie!’
Ka’er jiao de hen da sheng.
Ke wo de xingqu buzai tamen shenshang.
‘Tamen shi xingxing.’
‘Xiaban hou de xingxing?’
‘Meicuo, xianzai tamen yao huiqule.’
‘Na ni shi shui? Laoban. Ni shi shui?’
‘Wo shi yige yingzi.’
‘Ni ba wo gao hutule.’
‘Hahaha ha. Ni da lao yuan pao dao zheli, chuanyue senlin, jiushi weile zhidao wo shi shui ma?’
Ta lile li huzi.
‘Women jiushi zheyang, yigeren he yige yingzi, ren zong xiang baituo ta de yingzi. Keshi yingzi you shi ruhe nenggou yi kouqi baituo de ne?’
‘Ni daodi shi shui? Laoban.’
‘Ni kanzhe wo de yanjing, meimao, bizi he zuiba, ni juede wo shi shui?’
Wo dingzhe ta de lian, kanzhe ta de zhouwen,
xiang yao zai na yidao dao shen he yiban de wenlu li, zhaodao yisi xiansuo.
Wo juede na yiceng ceng zhouwen xiang jile guxiang de shanmai,
cong ta de meixin yizhi yanshen zhi yanjiao.
Wo ceng wushu ci dingzhe dashan fadai,
que cong wei ru jintian ban shuxi,
wo de leishui yongchu, buzhi suo cuo.
‘Wo shi baba.’
Ta xiaozhe kanzhe wo, shenshang bian de touming, ta de huzi fangfu bei xiangpi ca qu,
hua wei jingying titou de xing chen, yizhi shen xiang chenhun bu bian de tiankong.
‘Deng deng!’
Wo shenshou qu zhua ta, que shenme ye zhua bu zhu.
Ta zhengzai feikuai di xiaosan, huzi, meimao, duzi, ranhou shi tui.
Ta hua zuole yi ke xing.
II. Jiyi suipian
jiu pao qilai
jiu ku
jiu airen
jiu suan
jiu pu xiang haiwan
jiu zhimian choulou
zhimian ziji de choulou er bushi bie de
jiu mianhuai
jiu jiuchan
jiu bu wangji
you she me hao wangji de
jiu dingzhe ta huo ta
jiu dingzhe
jiu qinwen jiu yizhi qinwen
jiu fangxia
bushi wangji di na yizhong fangxia
er shi jide di na yizhong
jiu jide bei
jide yixie shanguang de rizi
neitian de tianqi he shidu
zaocan he wancan
jiu zheyang zou
bu hui geng huai ye bu hui tai hao
dan jiu zheyang zou
jiu zheyang zou ba
jiu
jiu jingwei
pasheng shiqu zhangkong
shuang yan chengle quanbu
senlin hu yuan hu jin
hanfeng hu zhong hu qing
piaofu shenye gengshen chu
guangxian chuan tou wo de shen
shijian tingzhile cuicu
naodai hunluan er qingying
III. Wo shi shui
wo shi shui wo zhen de zhidao ma
wo de maitian yi fugaile bingxue
wangxi ru xisui de chen’ai
sui feng pumian er lai
hao tong! Dan reng xiang zheng kai shuang yan
wo shi shui wo zhen de cunzai ma
da sheng wen conglai wei youguo huida
wo ku wo xiao shijin benpao
zai zhe bei dingyi de shijie
xunzhao shenme? Xunzhao shenme?
Wo nuoruo!
Wo cong wei mian duiguo
wo cong wei zaihuguo
airen? Qinren?
Wo pei!
Wo nuoruo!
Wo zhishi aizhe wo
aizhe zisi de wo
shenme dou xiang yongyou
shenme dou qinshou cuoguo!
Naxie shuoguo de huang
naxie taobi de zeren
fenfen zuan jin naohai
ge ge chouda wo xin
buke hulue de yuanzui
buke raoshu de aoman
zhiman chanrao wo
tuo xiang wangshi de ninao
wo shi shui wo zhen de zhidao ma
wo de maitian yi fugaile bingxue
wangxi ru xisui de chen’ai
sui feng pumian er lai
hao tong! Dan reng xiang zheng kai shuang yan
wo shi shui wo zhen de cunzai ma
fanghuang jian que zhi neng ziwenzida
wo ku wo xiao shijin benpao
zai zhe bei dingyi de shijie
xunzhao shenme
IV. Gaobie
wo kan dao zhan zai senlin di na qun ren,
leishui mohuzhe wo de shuang yan.
Er yanqian de yi qie kaishi fasheng bianhua,
bingxue hua zuo xishui, senlin biancheng maitian.
Deng deng, tamen bu jiushi anni, mi mi he hei gou ka’er ma?
Wo zhenshi tai benle! Tai benle!
‘Anni!!’
Wo yibian han yibian xiang tamen pao qu,
anni beiguole shen, bing meiyou huida wo.
Tamen de yingxiang bian de touming er jingying, ranhou zhujian xiaosan.
‘Laoye!’
Wo tingdao ka’er de shengyin
‘women yao zou la!’
Ta de shou bianchengle weiba,
yiran feichang maili de yaohuangzhe.
‘Laoye!’
‘Xia ci jianmian! Jide bang wo dai yi gen xiangchang!’
Tamen he laoban yiqi, liantong wo de guxiang he maitian, quandou hua zuole xing, sa zaile yekong zhong.
Zhong
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星河 (Xing He) Lyrics English
I. Those wrinkles
‘why are you laughing? ‘
I feel somewhat angry, as if he is watching an angry boy, his smile seems to laugh at me.
‘Coming with me. ‘
I wrinkled with him to the gate.
‘The big team has already worked, and these people want to say goodbye to you. ‘
The comet watchmaker, the fat cat, Carl and a few bad guys stand in the distance, see me, they are struggling.
‘We have to go up! First and you say goodbye! ‘
Carl is very loud.
But my interest is not on them.
‘They are stars. ‘
‘Star after get off work? ‘
‘Yes, now they have to go back. ‘
‘then who are you? boss. who are you? ‘
‘I am a shadow. ‘
‘You are confused. ‘
‘Ha ha ha ha. You are far away from here, cross the forest, just to know who I am? ‘
He took care of the mustache.
‘We are like this, a person and a shadow, people always want to get rid of his shadow. But how can the shadow can get rid of one breath? ‘
‘who are you? boss. ‘
‘You look at my eyes, eyebrows, noses and mouth, do you think who I am? ‘
I stared at his face and looked at his wrinkles.
I want to find a trace of trails in that road.
I think that layer of wrinkles is like a mountain range of hometown.
From his eyebrow, it has been extended to the corner.
I have stared at the mountain in the mountains countless times.
But I have never been familiar with it today.
My tears have poured, I don’t know what it is.
‘I am Dad. ‘
He smiled and looked at me, and he became transparent. His beard seems to be rubbered by eraser.
It has been a crystal clear star dust, and it has been stretched into the sky.
‘and many more! ‘
I reached out to catch him, but I can’t catch anything.
He is flying quickly, beard, eyebrows, belly, then leg.
He made a star.
Ii. Memory Debris
Run up
Cry
Lover
Sour
Put to the bay
Facely and ugly
Finally face your ugliness rather than
Remember
Entangle
Don’t forget
What is good for forgotten?
Staring at him or her
Stare at
Just kissing
Put down
Not forgotten
But the one of you
Remember
Remember some flash days
Weather and humidity that day
Breakfast and dinner
That way
Will n’t get too bad?
But just walk
That way
At once
Awe
Climb and lose control
Both eyes become all
Forest suddenly
Cold wind and suddenly
Floating late night
Light penetrates my body
Time stopped
Brain is confusing
Iii. Who are I?
Who do I really know?
My wheat field has covered the ice
Doodle from the past like a fine broken
Rush
it hurts! But still want to open your eyes
Who are I really exist?
I have never an answer loudly.
I am crying, I am laughing.
World defined world
What are you looking for? What are you looking for?
I am weak!
I have never faced
I have never worked
spouse? Loved ones?
I bother!
I am weak!
I just love me.
I love myself
Everything wants to have
Everything is wrong!
Those lying
Those who escapes
I have drilled into my mind
Every one to put my heart
Never ignored original sins
Unforgivable arrogant
Branch
Mud squad towards the past
Who do I really know?
My wheat field has covered the ice
Doodle from the past like a fine broken
Rush
it hurts! But still want to open your eyes
Who are I really exist?
But you can only ask your answer.
I am crying, I am laughing.
World defined world
What to find
IV. Bay
I see the group of people standing in the forest,
Tears blurred my eyes.
Everything in front of me has changed,
Ice and snow, the forest, the forest becomes a wheat field.
Wait, are they not Anne, Mimi and Black Dog Cal?
I am so stupid! too stupid!
‘Anne! ! ‘
I ran to them while shouting.
Annie has tried his body and did not answer me.
Their images become transparent and crystal, then gradually dissipate.
‘master! ‘
I heard the voice of Carl
‘We have to go! ‘
His hand became a tail,
Still very exchanging very much.
‘master! ‘
‘See you next time! Remember to help me bring a sausage! ‘
They with the boss, along with my hometown and wheat field, all the stars, sprinkled in the night sky.
end
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上海彩虹室內合唱團 Lyrics – 星河 (Xing He)
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