他出生在2002年的寒冬在一个不大的城市
全家人都围着他全把他当作是上天的恩赐
除了父亲的缺席 没人会知道他在哪烂醉
出现时摇摇晃晃 就开始了父母间长达了几年的争执
转眼间到了三岁 他们的仇恨又不断翻倍
记忆里父亲总喝个烂醉
母亲的离开总那么干脆
最清晰的画面是地上父亲掀翻的电脑桌
母亲留着没感觉的泪水心里早不想再计较多
到了后来他们分开 那时候刚刚才上了小学
也可能这样的结果会好吧 可是我的心里却没有感觉
最喜欢安静的思考这生命的意义一直去想到凌晨
他们让我信着他们说我病了他们说我心里面没有灵魂
真的是我错吗 那该怎么做
向那深渊堕落 这生活怎么过
面对那些挫折 不想当个弱者
看遍了太多龌龊才不想混的破
时间是最好的良药所以我不想时间过得那么快
还好有身边的朋友和家人 还有我的父母教会我怎么样去爱
感谢初中老师没让我误入歧途与我的每次交谈
高中的老师理解我的个性对我做出许多让步
感谢学校的教导主任知道我情况从没对我刁难
才能够让我不断努力达到了现在我所在的高度
后悔在叛逆期对家人的伤害我明明心里在抵抗
总觉得自己可以独立起来便有了和母亲吵的那一仗
CD都收进了抽屉歌词都丢进了垃圾箱记得我妈妈对我说过最多的一句话就是你能不能别像你爸一样
就像一场梦 一张张的画面交替心里却不痛
身边的朋友在一个个离开可是我的身体却不能够去动
明明心里想的都很正常为什么我说出来的话都那么冲
我也想要跳出这该死圈子可我脚上锁的那条链子那么重
后来我遇到我的爱情 就好像突然把我拯救
我是条木块被赋予心跳 愿意为了她一直的等候
可惜我第一次学着去爱导致我没能把对方抓住
心里被吞噬掉一块空白我也比以前更加的易怒
每天都逃避我自己
靠着灯红酒绿刺激
一点点泛黄的日记
丢掉了身上的志气
唯一能让我坚持下来就是我一直都热爱的说唱
只要我拿起了麦克风站在舞台我心又变多烫
经历了痛苦 伤心
经历了被人骂最烂
经历了失落
经历了绝望
经历了精神都涣散
经历了跌倒
经历了失败 做出的成绩都对半
经历了误解
经历了孤独
经历最好朋友背叛
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Wang Xiao Xiao (王小小) – 像一个童话 (Xiang Yi Ge Tong Hua)
Xiong Hu Jie (熊胡杰) – 余生多保重 (Yu Sheng Duo Bao Zhong)
20021230 Lyrics Pinyin
Ta chusheng zai 2002 nian de handong zai yige bu da de chengshi
quanjiaren dou weizhe ta quan ba ta dang zuo shi shangtian de enci
chule fuqin de quexi mei ren hui zhidao ta zai na lanzui
chuxian shi yao yaohuang huang jiu kaishile fumu jian zhang dale ji nian de zhengzhi
zhuanyan jian daole san sui tamen de chouhen you buduan fan bei
jiyi li fuqin zong he ge lanzui
muqin de likai zong name gancui
zui qingxi dehuamian shi dishang fuqin xian fan de diannao zhuo
muqin liuzhe mei ganjue de leishui xinli zao buxiang zai jijiao duo
daole houlai tamen fenkai na shihou ganggang cai shangle xiaoxue
ye keneng zheyang de jieguo hui hao ba keshi wo de xinli que meiyou ganjue
zui xihuan anjing de sikao zhe shengming de yiyi yizhi qu xiangdao lingchen
tamen rang wo xinzhe tamen shuo wo bingle tamen shuo wo xinli mian meiyou linghun
zhen de shi wo cuo ma na gai zenme zuo
xiang na shenyuan duoluo zhe shenghuo zenmeguo
mian dui naxie cuozhe buxiang dang ge ruozhe
kan bianle tai duo wochuo cai buxiang hun de po
shijian shi zui hao de liangyao suoyi wo buxiang shijianguo de name kuai
hai hao you shenbian de pengyou he jiaren hai you wo de fumu jiaohui wo zenme yang qu ai
ganxie chuzhong laoshi mei rang wo wu ru qitu yu wo de mei ci jiaotan
gaozhong de laoshi lijie wo de gexing dui wo zuo chu xuduo rangbu
ganxie xuexiao de jiaodao zhuren zhidao wo qingkuang cong mei dui wo diaonan
cai nenggou rang wo buduan nuli dadaole xianzai wo suozai de gaodu
houhui zai panni qi dui jia ren de shanghai wo mingming xinli zai dikang
zong juede ziji keyi duli qilai bian youle he muqin chao di na yi zhang
CD dou shou jinle chouti geci dou diu jinle lese xiang jide wo mama dui wo shuoguo zuiduo de yiju hua jiushi ni neng buneng bie xiang ni ba yiyang
jiu xiang yi chang meng yi zhang zhang de huamian jiaoti xinli que bu tong
shenbian de pengyou zai yige ge likai keshi wo de shenti que bu nenggou qu dong
mingming xinli xiang de dou hen zhengchang weisheme wo shuo chulai de hua dou name chong
wo ye xiang yao tiaochu zhe gaisi quan zi ke wo jiao shang suo di na tiao lianzi name zhong
houlai wo yu dao wo de aiqing jiu haoxiang turan ba wo zhengjiu
wo shi tiao mu kuai bei fuyu xintiao yuanyi weile ta yizhi de denghou
kexi wo di yi ci xuezhe qu ai daozhi wo mei neng ba duifang zhua zhu
xinli bei tunshi diao yikuai kongbai wo ye bi yiqian gengjia de yi nu
meitian du taobi wo ziji
kaozhe denghongjiulu ciji
yi diandian fan huang de riji
diudiaole shenshang de zhiqi
weiyi neng rang wo jianchi xialai jiushi wo yizhi dou re’ai de shuochang
zhiyao wo na qile maikefeng zhan zai wutai wo xin you bian duo tang
jinglile tongku shangxin
jinglile bei ren ma zui lan
jinglile shiluo
jinglile juewang
jinglile jingshen dou huansan
jinglile diedao
jinglile shibai zuo chu de chengji dou dui ban
jinglile wujie
jinglile gudu
jingli zui hao pengyou beipan
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20021230 Lyrics English
He was born in the cold winter of 2002 in a small city
The whole family surrounds him and all regard him as a gift from heaven
No one knows where he is drunk except his father’s absence
It swayed when it appeared, and it started a quarrel between parents for several years.
At the age of three, their hatred doubled again
Father always gets drunk in memory
Mother’s departure is always so simple
The clearest picture is the computer desk overturned by father on the ground
Mother has no feelings of tears in her heart for a long time not to think about more
When they separated, they just went to elementary school.
Maybe this result will be fine, but I don’t feel it in my heart.
I like quietly thinking about the meaning of life, I keep thinking about the early morning
They made me believe, they said I was sick, they said I had no soul in my heart
Is it really my fault? What should I do?
Fall into the abyss, how do you live this life
Facing those setbacks, I don’t want to be weak
After watching too much nasty, I don’t want to be broken
Time is the best medicine so I don’t want time to pass so fast
Fortunately, I have friends and family around me and my parents taught me how to love
Thanks to the junior high school teacher for not letting me go astray every time I talk with me
The high school teacher understood my personality and made many concessions to me
Thank the dean of the school for knowing that my situation has never made things difficult for me
So that I can keep working hard to reach the height where I am now
Regretting the harm to my family during the rebellious period, I clearly resisted in my heart
I always felt that I could be independent, so I had the fight with my mother
The CDs are all put in the drawer, the lyrics are all thrown into the trash can, I remember the one thing my mother said the most to me is can’t you not be like your dad
It’s like a dream, the pictures alternate, but my heart doesn’t hurt
The friends around are leaving one by one, but my body can’t move
Obviously what I think in my heart is normal, why do I say so aggressively
I want to jump out of this damn circle too, but the chain on my foot is so heavy
Later, when I met my love, it seemed to rescue me suddenly
I am a piece of wood, given a heartbeat, willing to wait for her
It’s a pity that the first time I learned to love, I failed to catch the other person
I was swallowed a blank in my heart, and I was more irritable than before
Escape from myself every day
Relying on feasting and stimulating
A little yellowed diary
I lost my ambition
The only thing that can keep me going is the rap that I have always loved
As long as I pick up the microphone and stand on the stage, my heart gets hotter again
Experienced pain and sadness
The worst after being scolded
Experienced loss
Experienced despair
I’ve lost my spirit
Experienced a fall
Have experienced failures and made half of the results
Experienced misunderstanding
Experienced loneliness
Betrayed by best friends
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0-100, 地下8英里, Chi Yi Xiao (迟亦骁), Mai, Lil Nickle Lyrics – 20021230
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