117 Lyrics – To2di (토이디)

117 가사 Lyrics by To2di (토이디)

열다섯 펑펑 울던 미추홀 도서관 앞에
왜 그러냐 묻는 이 하나 없었네
좆돼지라 자존감은 바닥에 때리기 좋은 몸매
걸레짝으로 맞던 화장실 안은 방관자가 빼곡해

물 뜨러 갔던 그 정수기 앞에선 가래를 끓어 뱉던
그 새끼의 주둥아린 내 뒤통수를 향해 있었지 매번,
난 아무렇지 않은 척 머리를 감고 옥상으로 가
모두가 좆밥으로만 보는 이 새끼는 여지없이

집단 폭력의 피해자가
돼버린 그 뒷골목을, 되새기니 피곤하군
10명 정도가 둘러싼 후에 뺨을 존나게 때리더군
집으로 가는 버스정류장엔 내 친구가 기다렸지

다독여주던 그 손길이 여전히 가혹했던 건 마치
그 외에는 기댈 곳이 없었던 그 순간의 현실
집으로 가면 아무 일도 없던 것처럼 방으로 숨지
그 시간은 오롯이 내꺼, 그 때문에 생각이 깊어진 배경

난 의문을 품지 왜 이리 살아야 되는지 매번,
이젠 눈물도 안 나는 그 순간들은 나를 폭력적으로
만들었고 똑같이 타인에게 상처를 줬던 과거의 난
그 굴레에 갇히려 했던 거지 자격지심은 언제나 위험해

나를 둘러싼 상황을 벗어나려 끝없이 폭력을 계승해
To many problem
생기는 갈등은 사람을 대할 줄 몰랐던
내 치명적 결함할 수 있는 건 주먹질과 또 욕밖에

커터 칼을 품던 교복은 내 망상을 고스란히 담아놨지
무시당했던 과거의 나를 표백하듯 싸워왔지
이제 어느새 서른이 된 내 머리는 꽤 어른이 됐네
증오와 경멸을 담던 그릇을 비우는 데 좀 오래 걸렸네

참았던 것들에 익숙해져 버린 과거들을 내려놔 그들이
죄책감을 가지지 않길 난 이제 그들을 용서할 테니
이제 아빠는 울지 않아 인생을 관통하던 허무함과
두려움도 이겨내볼게 너의 미소를 볼 때

삶에 대한 희망을 봐
과거는 날 가두지 못해 이젠
이건 내 트라우마를 위한 노래
만약 내 과거와 같다면 너도 목소리를 내봐

혼자서 아파하지만 말고 right?
This is motherf#ckin to2di make the history
나 이제 모든 치부를 드러냈어 right?
난 그냥 힙합 할 뿐이고 사람들한테 그냥

내 음악으로 힘이 되고 싶은 것뿐이야
나도 이겨낼 수 있다고.
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117 Lyrics Romanized

yeoldaseos peongpeong uldeon michuhol doseogwan ap-e
wae geuleonya mudneun i hana eobs-eossne
jojdwaejila jajongam-eun badag-e ttaeligi joh-eun mommae
geollejjag-eulo majdeon hwajangsil an-eun bang-gwanjaga ppaegoghae

mul tteuleo gassdeon geu jeongsugi ap-eseon galaeleul kkeulh-eo baetdeon
geu saekkiui judung-alin nae dwitongsuleul hyanghae iss-eossji maebeon,
nan amuleohji anh-eun cheog meolileul gamgo ogsang-eulo ga
moduga jojbab-euloman boneun i saekkineun yeojieobs-i

jibdan poglyeog-ui pihaejaga
dwaebeolin geu dwisgolmog-eul, doesaegini pigonhagun
10myeong jeongdoga dulleossan hue ppyam-eul jonnage ttaelideogun
jib-eulo ganeun beoseujeonglyujang-en nae chinguga gidalyeossji

dadog-yeojudeon geu songil-i yeojeonhi gahoghaessdeon geon machi
geu oeeneun gidael gos-i eobs-eossdeon geu sungan-ui hyeonsil
jib-eulo gamyeon amu ildo eobsdeon geoscheoleom bang-eulo sumji
geu sigan-eun olos-i naekkeo, geu ttaemun-e saeng-gag-i gip-eojin baegyeong

nan uimun-eul pumji wae ili sal-aya doeneunji maebeon,
ijen nunmuldo an naneun geu sungandeul-eun naleul poglyeogjeog-eulo
mandeul-eossgo ttoggat-i tain-ege sangcheoleul jwossdeon gwageoui nan
geu gullee gadhilyeo haessdeon geoji jagyeogjisim-eun eonjena wiheomhae

naleul dulleossan sanghwang-eul beos-eonalyeo kkeut-eobs-i poglyeog-eul gyeseunghae
To many problem
saeng-gineun galdeung-eun salam-eul daehal jul mollassdeon
nae chimyeongjeog gyeolhamhal su issneun geon jumeogjilgwa tto yogbakk-e

keoteo kal-eul pumdeon gyobog-eun nae mangsang-eul goseulanhi dam-anwassji
musidanghaessdeon gwageoui naleul pyobaeghadeus ssawowassji
ije eoneusae seoleun-i doen nae meolineun kkwae eoleun-i dwaessne
jeung-owa gyeongmyeol-eul damdeon geuleus-eul biuneun de jom olae geollyeossne

cham-assdeon geosdeul-e igsughaejyeo beolin gwageodeul-eul naelyeonwa geudeul-i
joechaeggam-eul gajiji anhgil nan ije geudeul-eul yongseohal teni
ije appaneun ulji anh-a insaeng-eul gwantonghadeon heomuhamgwa
dulyeoumdo igyeonaebolge neoui misoleul bol ttae

salm-e daehan huimang-eul bwa
gwageoneun nal gaduji moshae ijen
igeon nae teulaumaleul wihan nolae
man-yag nae gwageowa gatdamyeon neodo mogsolileul naebwa

honjaseo apahajiman malgo right?
This is motherf#ckin to2di make the history
na ije modeun chibuleul deuleonaess-eo right?
nan geunyang hibhab hal ppun-igo salamdeulhante geunyang

nae eum-ag-eulo him-i doego sip-eun geosppun-iya
nado igyeonael su issdago.
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117 Lyrics English

In front of the fifteen crying Michu Hall Library
There was no one asking why
It’s a f#cking pig, so self -esteem is a good body to hit the floor
The bystander in the bathroom that was hit by a mop

In front of the water purifier that was floated in the water
I was headed towards my back of the cubs, every time,
I wash my hair and go to the rooftop
This baby, which everyone sees only with rice, is inevitable

Victims of collective violence
The back alley that has become tired is tired
After about 10 people, he hit his cheeks.
My friend waited at the bus stop going home

The hand that I read was still harsh
The reality of the moment when there was no place to lean on
If you go home, you will die in the room as if nothing happened.
That time is mine, the background of deep thoughts

I wonder why I should live so every time,
The moments that don’t even have tears anymore
I made it and the same I hurt others
I was trying to get trapped in that bridle, and I was always dangerous to qualify

Inherited violence endlessly in the situation of me surrounding me
To Many Problem
The conflict that occurred did not know how to deal with people
My fatal flaws are only punching and swearing

The uniform that had a cutter knife captured my delusions.
I fought like a bleaching me in the past that was ignored
Now my head, who is thirty, has become quite adults
It took a long time to empty the bowl of hatred and destruction

They put down the past that were accustomed to the things they had endured, they
I don’t feel guilty, I’ll forgive them now
Now that my dad doesn’t cry,
When you see your smile to overcome fear

Look at the hope of life
I can’t lock me in the past
This is a song for my trauma
If you are the same as the past, you can speak your voice

Do not hurt alone, but right?
This is Motherf#ckin to2di Make the History
I have revealed all the bills now?
I’m just hip -hop, just to people

I just want to be strength with my music
I can overcome it too.
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