「生まれてきたのなら勝たなければ」 そう思う度動けなくなって
私と言う人間を君に上手く伝えられないと言うことが
私はとても辛くて悲しい
ああ自分と一体となって生きてみたい
殺したいのは自分じゃなくて悲しさなのに
悲しいかい？気がつけば私顔がない
みんないて、誰もいない 足音が聞こえる
自分を偽って生きてきた代償はこの胸を引き裂いて
大丈夫、あなたは愛されている そんな言葉を自分に言い聞かせる
諦めて生きるのはやっぱり嫌だよ
私次は優しい歌がうたいたいわぁ
「嬉しいかい？」君がそう私に聞いた時
心から思ったの 誰かと生きていきたい
捧げる程の生様でもなかった 愛など君を苦しめるだけで
自分を押し殺し歩く毎日はいつか自分を救ってくれるの？
選ばなかった人生にばかり憧れて どんな道でも私は私でしかないのに
歌など無力で、君を引き止める歌を歌っても君は行ってしまう
自分を引き止める歌を歌っても自分は行ってしまう
笑ってさよならを
悲しむことなんて何一つない
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月野恵梨香 – 過食症
月野恵梨香 – 15
夜泣き Lyrics Romanized
`Umarete kita nonara katanakereba’ so omou tabi ugokenaku natte
watashi to iu ningen o kimi ni umaku tsutae rarenai to iu koto ga
watashi wa totemo tsurakute kanashi
a jibun to ittai to natte ikite mitai
koroshitai no wa jibun janakute kanashi-sananoni
kanashi kai? Kigatsukeba watashi-gao ga nai
min’na ite, daremoinai ashioto ga kikoeru
jibun o itsuwatte ikite kita daisho wa kono mune o hikisaite
daijobu, anata wa aisa rete iru son’na kotoba o jibun ni iikikaseru
akiramete ikiru no wa yappari iyadayo
watashi-ji wa yasashi uta ga utaitai wa~a
`ureshi kai?’ Kimi ga so watashi ni kiita toki
kokorokara omotta no dare ka to ikite ikitai
sasageru hodo no nama-samade mo nakatta ai nado kimi o kurushimeru dake de
jibun o oshi-goroshi aruku mainichi wa itsuka jibun o sukutte kureru no?
Erabanakatta jinsei ni bakari akogarete don’na michi demo watashi wa watashide shika nai no ni
uta nado muryokude, kimi o hikitomeru uta o utatte mo kimi wa itte shimau
jibun o hikitomeru uta o utatte mo jibun wa itte shimau
waratte sayonara o
kanashimu koto nante nanihitotsu nai
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夜泣き Lyrics English
“If you were born, you have to win” Every time I thought so, I couldn’t move
To say that I can’t tell you the person I am
I’m so painful and sad
Oh, I want to live with myself
I want to kill you, not myself, but sadness
Are you sad? I have no face if I notice
Everyone is there, no one can hear the footsteps
The price of living by pretending to be myself tears this chest
All right, you tell yourself those words of her beloved
I hate giving up and living
I want to sing a gentle song next time
“Are you happy?” When you asked me so
I thought from the bottom of my heart I want to live with someone
I wasn’t a student to give up, just torment you, such as love
Will you save yourself someday every day you push yourself to death?
I longed for a life I didn’t choose, even though I was the only one on any road
Even if you sing a song that holds you back, you will go
Even if I sing a song that holds me back, I will go
Laugh and say goodbye
There is nothing to be sad
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月野恵梨香 Lyrics – 夜泣き
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