もしもまた生まれ変われたならば
次はどんな人に生まれたらいいかな
明るいだとか友達が多いだとか
もう何だっていいよな 今の自分じゃないなら
自殺志願者も人殺しも偽善者も
教師も聖職者も小さな女の子も
自分自身の心を守るだけで
精一杯 目一杯 それだけでもう時間切れ
出鱈目な空想で今日も傷付いたんでしょう
たぶん言われるの嫌だろうけどさ 少しくらい分かるよ
そうやって 自分だけずっと責め続けて
逃げ出したくて 抜け出したくて
変わりたくて また躓いて
もう死にたくたって構わないから
そこに座っていなよ 見つけに行くよ
誰も代わりになれやしないよ
許さなくていいから 少しくらい笑いなよ ねえ
時が来たら 役に立てるように
ノート引っ張り出して お話を書いたよ
沢山書き殴って見返して気が付いて
寒気がした これは全部 自分のことじゃないか
「いつまでも いつまでも幸せに暮らしました」
そこで終わるなよ その先だよ 知らなきゃいけないのは
受け取った 幸福を 壊さない方法を
見つけ出したくて 掴みたくて
守りたくて また壊されて
もう誰のこともさ 信じなくていいから
そこで寝ていなよ 探しに行くよ
君の代わりに 笑ってはやれないよ
何もないのは 僕だって同じなんだよ
何かを渡したいのだけど 何も渡せるものが無くて
仕方ないからこの身体を 細かく刻んで歌にしたよ
君がもしも望んでるなら どれでも好きなの拾ってよ
君の大嫌いなこの世界を いつまでもここで歌うから
ここにいるから
もう死にたくたって構わないから
そこに座っていなよ 何度でも見つけに来るから
誰も代わりに許してはやれないよ
君を許せるのは そう 君しかいない
だからどうにかして生き延びてよ ずっと閉じたままでも構わないよ
それを笑う奴がいたってさ どうせ君を殺せやしないから
自暴自棄だっていいよ やたらと人に怯えないでよ
僕を許さなくていいから 少しくらい笑ってよ
ねえ
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V.A. – 黒猫
安倍なつみ – だって 生きてかなくちゃ
ディストーテッド・アガペー Lyrics Romanized
Moshimo mata umarekawaretanaraba
-ji wa don’na hito ni umaretara i ka na
akaruida toka tomodachi ga oida toka
mo nani datte i yo na ima no jibun janainara
jisatsu shigan-sha mo hitogoroshi mo gizen-sha mo
kyoshi mo seishoku-sha mo chisana on’nanoko mo
jibunjishin’no kokoro o mamoru dake de
seiippai meippai sore dake de mo jikangire
detaramena kuso de kyo mo kizu tsuita ndeshou
tabun iwareru no iyadaroukedo sa sukoshi kurai wakaru yo
so yatte jibun dake zutto seme tsudzukete
nigedashitakute nukedashitakute
kawaritakute mata tsumazuite
mo shinitakutatte kamawanaikara
soko ni suwatte i na yo mitsuke ni iku yo
dare mo kawarini nareyashinai yo
yurusanakute ikara sukoshi kurai warai na yo ne e
-ji ga kitara yakunitateru yo ni
noto hippari dashite ohanashi o kaita yo
takusan kaki nagutte mikaeshite kigatsuite
samuke ga shita kore wa zenbu jibun no koto janai ka
`itsu made mo itsu made mo shiawase ni kurashimashita’
sokode owaru na yo sono-sakida yo shiranakya ikenai no wa
uketotta kof#ku o kowasanai hoho o
mitsukedashitakute tsukamitakute
mamoritakute mata kowasa rete
mo dare no koto mo sa shinjinakute ikara
sokode nete i na yo sagashi ni iku yo
kimi no kawari ni waratte wa yarenai yo
nani mo nai no wa boku datte onajina nda yo
nanika o watashitai nodakedo nani mo wataseru mono ga nakute
shikatanaikara kono karada o komakaku kizande uta ni shita yo
kimi ga moshimo nozon derunara dore demo sukina no hirotte yo
kimi no daikiraina kono sekai o itsu made mo koko de utaukara
koko ni irukara
mo shinitakutatte kamawanaikara
soko ni suwatte i na yo nandodemo mitsuke ni kurukara
dare mo kawari ni yurushite wa yarenai yo
kimi o yuruseru no wa so kimi shika inai
dakara donika sh#te ikinobite yo zutto tojita mama demo kamawanai yo
sore o warau yakko ga itatte sa dose kimi o koroseyashinaikara
jibojiki datte i yo yatara to hito ni obienaide yo
boku o yurusanakute ikara sukoshi kurai waratte yo
ne
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ディストーテッド・アガペー Lyrics English
If it was reborn again
What should I live next?
It is bright or friendly
What’s fine anymore If you are not yourself now
Mother with suicide applicants and hypocrisers
Teachers and clergy are also small girls
Just protect your own mind
Cup of the first cup of time
It was wounded today with the affection fancy
It is probably disgusted but I can see a little bit
Then I will continue to blame myself
I wanted to escape and I want to get out
I wanted to change and she again
Because I do not want to die already
I’m sitting there I’m going to find it
No one will not be instead
You don’t have to forgive you so laughing a bit
As if time comes useful
I pulled out a notebook and she wrote a story
A lot of writing and watching back
She’s chilled she is not all of this
“Forever, she lived happily forever.”
Don’t end there, I have to know that I do not know
How to break the happiness received
I want to find out and grab it
I want to protect she is also destroyed
Because I do not need to believe anyone anymore
I’m sleeping there I’m going to find
I can not laugh instead of you
It is the same because it is nothing
I want to pass something but there is no one to pass anything
I could not help but make this body finely and made a song
If you want to want you, she picks up any of them
Because her hate this world sings here forever
Because it is here
Because I do not want to die already
I’m sitting there, because I will find it again and again
No one can forgive you instead
She can be forgiven you so much
So however, I can keep myself alive and I can keep it with you
Because she laughs, she does not kill you anyway
It is okay to be a selfurbation, she can not be scared to people
I don’t have to forgive me
Hey you
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Lyu:Lyu Lyrics – ディストーテッド・アガペー
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