飲み込んだその言葉は
きっと誰より僕を知っているんだ
意地張って間違うのが怖いから
何回も願ってた特別になりたい
憂鬱な芝居振りまいたって今日も代わりやしないのに
後悔が昨日までに支払った税なら
希望の1つまたは2つ
そのくらいは返してくれよ
無表情な時間に少しの期待をして
そろそろ返されるはずと心に居場所をぽっかり空けて待つんだよ
忘れたくて忘れたくて嫌い続けた日々も
今の僕に何かしらの幸せをくれたんだろう
独りじゃなく1人になる
瞳で今を見たいから
音がなくたって歌っていたいんだよ
千切れそうなほど
限られた無限の命が僕にそう言うんだよ
正論に穴を開けて本能を突き刺したら
損得勘定もないよ
剥き出したありのまま
本当の事なんて幾らでも嘘になった
そうやって期待すんだ
裏切りも慣れてしまったから
有限の時間に突き放されぬように
昨日の影を追いかけて抜かした
紛れもない僕はここにいる
暮れる日々がまた明日と
弱りかけた僕に言う
だから今日はさようならと
敢えて置き去りにした
わざとらしく笑みをこぼす
何者でもないけど
弱いままだって歌っていたんだよ
紛らわしてもう一度
喜びが増えるこの頃だ
無駄に時間だけ過ぎたわけじゃないんだね
溢れ出した涙の仕舞い方を忘れたんだ
どうなっていたんだろう
もしもって憂いて仕方ない
忘れたくて忘れたくて嫌い続けた日々の
曇り空を剥がして見た、悶えもぬけおちてゆく
忘れたくて忘れたくて嫌い続けた日々も
今の僕に忘れられない幸せをくれたんだろう
例えたら僕の胸はあざみ
だけど絶景の前
ほんの少し目を垂れて
沈んでもいいかな
枯れた音が静かに寄り添う夜は
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神野メイ – シャウトエレジー
神野メイ – ペルソナリティ feat. jon-YAKITORY
アザミ Lyrics Romanized
Nomikonda sono kotoba wa
kitto dare yori boku o shitte iru nda
ijibari tte machigau no ga kowaikara
nankai mo negatteta tokubetsu ni naritai
yuutsuna shibai furimaitatte kyo mo kawariyashinai no ni
kokai ga kino made ni shiharatta zeinara
kibo no 1tsu matawa 2tsu
sono kurai wa kaeshite kure yo
muhyojona jikan ni sukoshi no kitai o sh#te
sorosoro kaesa reru hazu to kokoro ni ibasho o pokkari akete matsu nda yo
wasuretakute wasuretakute kirai tsudzuketa hibi mo
ima no boku ni nanikashira no shiawase o kureta ndarou
hitori janaku 1-ri ni naru
hitomi de ima o mitaikara
-on ga nakutatte utatte itai nda yo
sen kire-sona hodo
kagira reta mugen no inochi ga boku ni so iu nda yo
seiron ni anawoakete hon’no o tsukisashitara
sontoku kanjo mo nai yo
mukidashita arinomama
honto no koto nante ikura demo uso ni natta
so yatte kitai sunda
uragiri mo narete shimattakara
yugen no jikan ni tsukihanasa renu yo ni
kino no kage o oikakete nukashita
magire mo nai bokuhakokoniru
kureru hibi ga mataashita to
yowari kaketa boku ni iu
dakara kyo wa sayonara to
aete okizari ni shita
wazatorashiku emi o kobosu
nanimono demonaikedo
yowai mama datte utatte ita nda yo
magirawashite moichido
yorokobi ga fueru konogoroda
muda ni jikan dake sugita wake janai nda ne
afure dashita namida no shimaikata o wasureta nda
do natte ita ndarou
moshimo tte ureite shikatanai
wasuretakute wasuretakute kirai tsudzuketa hibi no
kumorizora o hagashite mita, modae mo nuke ochite yuku
wasuretakute wasuretakute kirai tsudzuketa hibi mo
ima no boku ni wasure rarenai shiawase o kureta ndarou
tatoetara boku no mune wa azami
dakedo zekkei no zen
hon’nosukoshi-me o tarete
shizunde mo i ka na
kareta oto ga shizuka ni yorisou yoru wa
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アザミ Lyrics English
The words that swallowed
Surely I know me more than anyone
Because it is scary that it is a mistake
I want to be special that I hope for many times
I’m sorry that I’m sorry for the depression system
If the tax paid by yesterday
One or two of hope
I will return it so much
I expect a little at the expressionless time
I’ll wait for the place to go back soon and watch the place in my heart
Even if I wanted to forget and I want to forget it
I gave me something happy to me now
It becomes one person, not alone
I want to see now with my eyes
I want to sing and sing
I can not see it
Limited endless life is said so to me
If you open a hole in the rightext and stick the instinct
There is no loss account
It remains peeled
It became a lie in some cases
I hope so much
Because I got used to the betrayal
Do not go back to finite time
I chased and removed yesterday’s shadow
I’m not aware of it here
The day when I get lost again tomorrow
I say that I was weak
So today and goodbye
I dare left
Smiling smiling
I’m not alone
I was singing weak
Conflict again
This is when the joy will increase
It’s not enough time to waste
I forgot how to overflow the tears
What happened
I can not help it
I wanted to forget and I wanted to dislike it every day
I left the cloudy sky, and I’m sorry
Even if I wanted to forget and I want to forget it
I would give me a happy happiness for me now
An example if my chest is
But in front of a scenic view
Hide a little bit
May I sink
The night that dermits the dead sound quietly
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神野メイ Lyrics – アザミ
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