자벌레 Lyrics – Khundi Panda, HYNGSN

자벌레 가사 Lyrics by Khundi Panda, HYNGSN

앞만 보고 달려가려 한 게 문제일까
날 스치고 내가 스쳤던 모두를 줄 재봤지
이제 다 숫자로 보여
이제 다 숫자로 보여

지독한 내 습관은 보호색
생각들은 꼬여
아무 일도 없는 듯이 날 지나쳤던 그 밤.
혹시 잊혀졌을까봐 고민한 찰나의 순간

민망한 입장에 선명했지 망상의 윤곽
그쯤에 끝이 난 우리 관계 꼴은 헌신이 두 짝
방지턱을 무시하고 밟은 것 같아
덜컹거리던 말던 환청 취급했지

아마도 우리들 첫 만남도
순수했던 시절 빌미로
같은 방향 같은 차를 탄 다음
차체가 무너지던 말던

각자 다른 장관을 담아
눈에 ‘찰칵’
우리를 향해 쬐었던 서울은
너무나 다른 시선

질투는 무서운 것.
누구는 큰 공연에 서
누구는 밑바닥에 서 있었던 그때
언제나 후자가 나인 걸 기억하면

멀었었나 봐 내 성공은.
넌 달랐지
세간은 나보다는 몇 년 일찍은
니 재능을 알아봤고 잡아줬지

좋은 시기를
소개해줬지
그 멋쟁이들
몇은 내 화면 속에

자연스레 부대끼는 괴리감
되려 가렸던 내 얼굴엔 묻은 얼룩때
부러움도 물론
뜸한 니 회신에

내심 니 배신이란 망상까지도 엄습해
실제로 난 네게 더는 없었거든 쓸모도
어쩌면 이 계산까지 했던 내가 더 벌레 같은 꼴로
그때

초라해진 내 꼴로 널 볼 때
그 자체가 너무나 불편하겠지만
원망하진 말아줬으면 해
친구는 여럿

허나 동료는 보다 값진 경험
우린 멋진 미래를 공유해뒀고
그 낭만들은 범선. 노를 저어서
먼저 간 너와 달리 내 항해는 여전히지만

닿을 때쯤 그리웠던 회포가 될 여정
우리 사이
훗날에 지금을 꺼내면
언제적 부담이냐 하며 한턱 내는 건배로

끝내 나의 이 소외감은 과거에게나 망설임 없이도 건네줘
“야 너 변했구나”가 내 대사가 아니었으면 했어
다들 부유선을 타고 떠나가네
난 놓쳤지

겨우 스카이콩콩만큼 뛸 뿐
허나 동선이 뒤처져도 한 단계씩
해나갔던 그 노력 위엔 내 최선을 다한 공연
그날 밤은 이태원의 클럽 파티가 목적지

그래 그 날 너란 우연을 2년 만에 보며
내 인사를 모르는 사람 취급한
너의 알 수 없는 표정
그 불편함과 대조된 듯이 난 지금 값싼 몰골

어쩌면 이 생각까지 했던 내가 제일 벌레 같은 꼴로
그 날
초라해진 내 꼴로 널 볼 때
그 자체가 너무나 불편하겠지만

원망하진 말아줬으면 해
앞만 보고 달려가려 한 게 문제일까
날 스치고 내가 스쳤던 모두를 줄 재봤지
이제 다 숫자로 보여

이제 다 숫자로 보여
지독한 내 습관은 보호색
생각들은 꼬여
아무 일도 없는 듯이 날 지나쳤던 그 밤

혹시 잊혀졌을까봐 고민한 찰나의 순간
민망한 입장에 선명했지 망상의 윤곽
그쯤에 끝이 난 우리 관계 꼴은 헌신이 두 짝
초라해진 내 꼴로 널 볼 때

그 자체가 너무나 불편하겠지만
원망하진 말아줬으면 해
나의 그림처럼 나도 있었을까
너의 그림 속 안에

그 멋쟁이들의 숫자를 세니 초라해 보였던 문장
이 열패감마저 네게 뺏길 순 없다는 생각과
그 날 밤 날 모른 체한 너 덕분에 현실이 된 망상
됐다 됐어 다 필요 없는 말

애초에 내가 잘 나갔으면 이런 소리 할 필요도 말야
결국 나를 파괴하고 보호해줄 이 계산에 기대서
정했지 내 이타심의 근본 바닥은 이기심에서
오로지

오로지
날 위해서
오로지
날 위해서

말했듯
말했듯
말했듯
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자벌레 Lyrics Romanized

apman bogo dallyeogalyeo han ge munjeilkka
nal seuchigo naega seuchyeossdeon moduleul jul jaebwassji
ije da susjalo boyeo
ije da susjalo boyeo

jidoghan nae seubgwan-eun bohosaeg
saeng-gagdeul-eun kkoyeo
amu ildo eobsneun deus-i nal jinachyeossdeon geu bam.
hogsi ijhyeojyeoss-eulkkabwa gominhan chalnaui sungan

minmanghan ibjang-e seonmyeonghaessji mangsang-ui yungwag
geujjeum-e kkeut-i nan uli gwangye kkol-eun heonsin-i du jjag
bangjiteog-eul musihago balb-eun geos gat-a
deolkeong-geolideon maldeon hwancheong chwigeubhaessji

amado ulideul cheos mannamdo
sunsuhaessdeon sijeol bilmilo
gat-eun banghyang gat-eun chaleul tan da-eum
chachega muneojideon maldeon

gagja daleun jang-gwan-eul dam-a
nun-e ‘chalkag’
ulileul hyanghae jjoeeossdeon seoul-eun
neomuna daleun siseon

jiltuneun museoun geos.
nuguneun keun gong-yeon-e seo
nuguneun mitbadag-e seo iss-eossdeon geuttae
eonjena hujaga nain geol gieoghamyeon

meol-eoss-eossna bwa nae seong-gong-eun.
neon dallassji
segan-eun nabodaneun myeoch nyeon iljjig-eun
ni jaeneung-eul al-abwassgo jab-ajwossji

joh-eun sigileul
sogaehaejwossji
geu meosjaeng-ideul
myeoch-eun nae hwamyeon sog-e

jayeonseule budaekkineun goeligam
doelyeo galyeossdeon nae eolgul-en mud-eun eollugttae
buleoumdo mullon
tteumhan ni hoesin-e

naesim ni baesin-ilan mangsangkkajido eomseubhae
siljelo nan nege deoneun eobs-eossgeodeun sseulmodo
eojjeomyeon i gyesankkaji haessdeon naega deo beolle gat-eun kkollo
geuttae

cholahaejin nae kkollo neol bol ttae
geu jachega neomuna bulpyeonhagessjiman
wonmanghajin mal-ajwoss-eumyeon hae
chinguneun yeoleos

heona donglyoneun boda gabsjin gyeongheom
ulin meosjin milaeleul gong-yuhaedwossgo
geu nangmandeul-eun beomseon. noleul jeoeoseo
meonjeo gan neowa dalli nae hanghaeneun yeojeonhijiman

dah-eul ttaejjeum geuliwossdeon hoepoga doel yeojeong
uli sai
husnal-e jigeum-eul kkeonaemyeon
eonjejeog budam-inya hamyeo hanteog naeneun geonbaelo

kkeutnae naui i sooegam-eun gwageoegena mangseol-im eobs-ido geonnejwo
“ya neo byeonhaessguna”ga nae daesaga anieoss-eumyeon haess-eo
dadeul buyuseon-eul tago tteonagane
nan nohchyeossji

gyeou seukaikongkongmankeum ttwil ppun
heona dongseon-i dwicheojyeodo han dangyessig
haenagassdeon geu nolyeog wien nae choeseon-eul dahan gong-yeon
geunal bam-eun itaewon-ui keulleob patiga mogjeogji

geulae geu nal neolan uyeon-eul 2nyeon man-e bomyeo
nae insaleul moleuneun salam chwigeubhan
neoui al su eobsneun pyojeong
geu bulpyeonhamgwa daejodoen deus-i nan jigeum gabs-ssan molgol

eojjeomyeon i saeng-gagkkaji haessdeon naega jeil beolle gat-eun kkollo
geu nal
cholahaejin nae kkollo neol bol ttae
geu jachega neomuna bulpyeonhagessjiman

wonmanghajin mal-ajwoss-eumyeon hae
apman bogo dallyeogalyeo han ge munjeilkka
nal seuchigo naega seuchyeossdeon moduleul jul jaebwassji
ije da susjalo boyeo

ije da susjalo boyeo
jidoghan nae seubgwan-eun bohosaeg
saeng-gagdeul-eun kkoyeo
amu ildo eobsneun deus-i nal jinachyeossdeon geu bam

hogsi ijhyeojyeoss-eulkkabwa gominhan chalnaui sungan
minmanghan ibjang-e seonmyeonghaessji mangsang-ui yungwag
geujjeum-e kkeut-i nan uli gwangye kkol-eun heonsin-i du jjag
cholahaejin nae kkollo neol bol ttae

geu jachega neomuna bulpyeonhagessjiman
wonmanghajin mal-ajwoss-eumyeon hae
naui geulimcheoleom nado iss-eoss-eulkka
neoui geulim sog an-e

geu meosjaeng-ideul-ui susjaleul seni cholahae boyeossdeon munjang
i yeolpaegammajeo nege ppaesgil sun eobsdaneun saeng-gaggwa
geu nal bam nal moleun chehan neo deogbun-e hyeonsil-i doen mangsang
dwaessda dwaess-eo da pil-yo eobsneun mal

aecho-e naega jal nagass-eumyeon ileon soli hal pil-yodo mal-ya
gyeolgug naleul pagoehago bohohaejul i gyesan-e gidaeseo
jeonghaessji nae itasim-ui geunbon badag-eun igisim-eseo
oloji

oloji
nal wihaeseo
oloji
nal wihaeseo

malhaessdeus
malhaessdeus
malhaessdeus
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자벌레 Lyrics English

Is it a problem that I just looked ahead and tried to run
Passed me by and measured everything that I’ve passed
Now it all shows in numbers
Now it all shows in numbers

My awful habit is protective color
Thoughts are twisted
The night that passed me like nothing happened.
The moment I thought about being forgotten

It was clear in an embarrassing position, the outline of the delusion
Our relationship that ended by that time is two pairs of devotion
I think I stepped on the bump
Treated with hallucinations whether it was rattled or not.

Maybe our first meeting
As a reminder of the innocent days
Ride the same car in the same direction
Whether the body collapses or not

Each with a different view
‘Click’ in the eye
The Seoul that has sunk towards us
A very different gaze

Jealousy is scary.
Who stands in a big show
When someone was standing at the bottom
If you always remember that the latter is me

Maybe it’s far away my success.
You were different
The world was a few years earlier than me
I recognized your talent and caught it

Good times
I introduced you
Those dudes
Some are on my screen

Naturally, the sense of gap between the units
When the stains on my face that I tried to become
Of course envy
To your poor reply

In my heart, even the delusion of betrayal of you
Actually I didn’t have any more of you
Maybe I, who even made this calculation, look more like a bug
then

When I see you in my shabby form
It would be very uncomfortable in itself
I hope you don’t resent me
Many friends

But colleagues are a more valuable experience
We shared a great future
Those romantics are sailing boats. Rowing
Unlike you who went first, my voyage is still

The journey that will be the episode I missed when I arrived
Between us
If I take out now in the future
As a toast to say when is the burden

In the end, pass this feeling of alienation to the past without hesitation
I wished “Hey you changed” wasn’t my line
Everyone goes on a floating boat
I missed it

I just run as much as Sky Kong Kong
But even if the flow is behind, step by step
The performance that I did my best on top of that effort
That night, the club party in Itaewon is the destination

Yes, seeing the coincidence of you on that day in two years
Treating someone who doesn’t know my greetings
Your unknown expression
As if contrasted with that discomfort, I’m now inexpensive

Maybe I’m the most worm-like I ever thought of
that day
When I see you in my shabby form
It would be very uncomfortable in itself

I hope you don’t resent me
Is it a problem that I just looked ahead and tried to run
Passed me by and measured everything that I’ve passed
Now it all shows in numbers

Now it all shows in numbers
My awful habit is protective color
Thoughts are twisted
The night that passed me like nothing happened

The moment I thought about being forgotten
It was clear in an embarrassing position, the outline of the delusion
Our relationship that ended by that time is two pairs of devotion
When I see you in my shabby form

It would be very uncomfortable in itself
I hope you don’t resent me
Was there me like my picture
Inside your picture

The sentence that looked shabby when counting the numbers of those cool guys
The thought that even this feverish feeling can’t be taken away from you
The delusion that became reality thanks to you who pretended not to know me that night
That’s it, everything you don’t need

If I went well in the first place, I even need to say something like this
In the end, I lean on this calculation that will destroy and protect me
I decided, the fundamental ground of my selflessness is from selfishness
only

only
For me
only
For me

Like I said
Like I said
Like I said
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Khundi Panda, HYNGSN Lyrics – 자벌레

Khundi Panda, HYNGSN

자벌레